So, as some of you know I'm a published author. That doesn't necessarily mean I'm good, and I'm starting to doubt myself. My book isn't selling well that I know of, for starters, besides people I know or my dad works with buying it.....and I've gotten one 'lukewarm' review, and one scathingly, rippingly, tear you a new a-hole horrifyingly BAD review.
I want to- and am going to- keep writing and besides, I have a two year contract with Dreamspinner. They're an itty-bitty alternate publishing company and I'm starting to think they only took my book 'cause I put in gay characters, and never thought my book was good at all.
I won't lie; I never thought the book was my best work to start with. But now I'm downright scared to send anything else out for potential publication. I'm afraid my publisher will laugh in my face.
I mean, apparently, I suck. I don't like to think that way and normally I don't, but the lack of success is enough to make anyone start feeling self-conscious. I don't even think my friends really like it. I'm going to demand an honest opinion and I'm terrified of what it'll be. >.<
Gender:
Points: 890
Reviews: 3