Everything bad begun when i moved to Hawaii, my mom's best friend got cancer. Then she and her husband are planning on getting a separation, I still cry. My mom just got out of doing drugs (prescribed) She was trying to stop her headaches. My dad started smoking again after 7 years of quitting, i really didn't care for this cause he never did it in front of me. But, then my mom started and now they smoke in front of me. I've lost friends and i have no more happiness left in me. God has thrown everything imaginable at me to make me sad. I was already losing it and now my favorite grandma is going into surgery. I'm tearing apart I don't know what to do. I just wish i could disappear, be done with this stupid thing they call life. I'm crying as i write this, i know you shouldn't care and i really could care less if you don't. All i can think of that will comfort me a little bit is writing but, my eyes are so blurry. Hope your having a better day then mine..
mackenzie
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