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I was born in the war, she says, and
everybody laughs at her.
Last year it was adoption; she'd lower her
voice and whisper My parents are not my
parents, and look over her shoulder like she
expected someone to come after her for saying it.
She had her father's chin and her mother's feet
but I never told her that, because
you see, there was something about her hands that
was more bird than girl, and her skin sometimes
shone transparent, blue veins skittering like the
fragile lines along stained glass windows and
dragonfly wings.
The year before that she said I'm deaf.
I've been reading your lips all along.
There was something of willows,
in how she bent her neck; the others were
laughing at that, too, and she didn’t flinch, just
walked off, her eyes closed and her heart tucked
away, like someone I could almost trust, like a truth I
could maybe learn to believe in.
I can see ghosts, she says, every other week-end,
and flicks the flashlight off. In the darkness her hands
move along the rhythm of her words. This is
no longer Jane's room; the branches tapping at the windows
are dry bones and the floorboards suddenly hold
secrets. We reach for one another, and the other girls whisper
She lies so well, giggle a bit desperately as the stairs
whine under someone's foot and the door creaks open.
I love this weather, she says, sitting under my window
soaked and half-drowned in rainwater. I pull it up and let her in, and
she shakes herself like somehow the sadness could fall away.
How's the war going, I ask, and she smiles at me through the
the shrapnel glinting inside her eyes. Same old, she says.
Lots of collateral.
She's dripping all over my floor, so I get her a
towel. Will your parents mind, she asks, and I shake my
head, no, and do not ask Will yours?
Say my name, she asks, and I do, and she
says, Again, and Again, and Again, and I'm trying
to keep my voice steady while she cries, and I kiss
her, very gently, when she asks if
maybe I could please hit her.
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