I feel everything and nothing all at once.
I feel the world reverse backwards, time stop, and I fear I might be forgotten.
I feel lost.
I am the only girl on the planet.
For a girls who’s always running, for you I stayed.
For a girl with no heart, for you it grew.
For a girl with lack of confidence, because of you it sprouted.
I’m sitting in a room full of faces.
One staring at the computer, one flipping through pages.
Marking interviews, setting deadlines.
They look right at me, looking right through me.
The room is quiet and focused.
Too quiet.
Cant they hear me screaming?
My insides ripping apart from my shaking bones?
I’m frozen in fear, sitting here waiting to thaw.
My heart pumping so loud, so fast that my hands shake.
I don’t know what to do, or how to do it.
All I know is my world is crashing, and everything around me is coming down with it.
I’ve been holding back tears for two hours now. The rims of my eyes are on the verge of spilling over.
This happened.
But I’d do anything to take back the kisses, the love.
I gave you everything.
Without you I couldn’t breathe.It's not easy to stop breathing.
It’s not easy to leave you.
But I’d rather be left breathless than broken.
Here are two things I know:
You said you loved me.
I did love you.
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