##The portions in italics are from 'If I die young' by I think 'The Band Perry' or sth similar. This song is being heard##
If I die young, bury me in satin, Lay me down on a, bed of roses…
Worked out, bored- she lay on her bed,
humming on, to the song in her head,
her frown, the mess- like an explosion instead,
from her life to this scenery here it’s spread.
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be…
her humming now continued,
again silently.
The mirror never lied,
probably was her best friend,
the one real friend,
she’s ever met.
The round silver mirror,
right above her bed,
her favorite place,
her favorite image to stare at.
A smile now,
spread across her face,
‘let’s forget it all,
just live for today.’
Lying down,
back on her head,
the chorus began
and she joined in.
-Sink me in the river- at dawn, Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well-I've had just enough time-…
Love, friendship- all but failed,
all the relationships, she’s cherished till yet.
Is it her fault,
at the end of the day?
Is she really the selfish, troublemaker they say?
I've never known the lovin' of a man,
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand…
‘Oh, love forever!’
under her breath she thought it over,
who would have thought forever could be severed….
‘been there, done that- love ain’t true.’
She’s changed her hopes now,
‘there’s much more to go on for.’
Growing up, 17 years spent in one school-
the 'friends' she’s had ever since 2,
was she really
the one to betray?
Or were they the ones
who screwed up her game?
Questions unanswered,
doubts remain
all gone- goodbye,
let a new life begin.
What I never did is done…
A sigh,
deep down she wished things could change.
A penny for my thoughts,
oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar.
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner,
Yes she was a pretty girl,
Probably the prettiest in school-
Did they all hurt because they're jealous,
or did she hurt them too?
Is it that a friend can't take negativity?
Or was practicality her flaw?
A sigh, and now her thoughts,
can't help- can't change it all.
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'-
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'…..
Will they all remember?
Will he soon forget her?
Gone but now, memories
are the best of all she’s got.
-Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket-
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them….
3 and a half years
of relationship done,
how did that happen?
Was it the right choice,
or was she wrong?
If only, if only…’
No! now all it's done.
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