The painting, the frame and the little things
Apropos. Her parting word, etched in black ink on a torn corner of newsprint. That was over a month ago now, but still it sat on the bench. Today he waited and she would be there at any moment. He had taken time to tidy up, move old pictures into slammed drawers, rinse the plates and sweep the wood floor. He wanted to rake the yard. Out there, it was like a Van Gogh scene, a swirl of bright yellows and fire reds and the lawn was the canvas. But he wouldn’t get out today, not in this weather. The sun came through as a lamp against a projector screen, dulled by the high clouds. The first snow of winter would soon fall.
He didn’t have time anyway. She would be here in just a few minutes, surely no more. The last of her things were neatly stacked in a card box. Worn down lipsticks, unused yoga pants, books and little things. Then the painting and the frame, tilted against the wall. He thumbed over the brass, amassing dust and casting it away with a long burring breath.
He scanned about outside, expecting, as sleet began to tick off the windows (the bay windows that looked out over the driveway, the ones she picked out and he bought.) And those damn sandstone elephants, one big, one small and one in between. With their trunks high, silently roaring. She would probably want them, too. He snatched them all into one hand and dropped them in the box.
He thought an impetuous, startling thought. He could take that crib, still fresh from the box, and those dangly little bright pieces that were strung from the ceiling. He would take them and stack them with the rest of it, for her to take. That’s what he would do. But a moment later he wouldn’t. He would wait for her, and send her away with the box of bones at the door and that painting of the ship rolling and gliding in an upset sea, shaded dark but for the collarbones of the full-chested sails in the moonlight. And the boat was empty because the artist had never painted the sailors. And the sea was a solemn brilliant sea because the artist had never painted islands. Why did she want it? It was his, theirs, he had won it at an auction and taken it home. He hung it above the cracking fireplace and the white rug. Then that evening they had lain on that rug, looked up at that painting, and fell willingly into a lovers' snooze.
He waited. Then he moved quickly up the hall into the room that still carried the scent of fresh paint. He tore those little things from the roof. And in the womb-pink cot, he snatched the unspoilt brown bear with the satin bow. He rushed to the front door and pushed them in the box and by the time he got back to the window, she had not arrived.
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