I haven't been at YWS for a while, but now I am back with loads of fresh ideas and boiling imagination. I decided to compete in the BIG Random Story contest, so all your comments, honest feedback and remarks are very welcome here! I called my short story "Forgetting Names".
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As the door opened, a strike of chilly April air filled my lungs. I breathed in slowly. Held my breath. My whole body was shaking as I approached the edge of this 54-story building which has almost become a home to me in the last few years. It was painfully amusing to see how London has changed. I no longer knew this city. Vibrant suffocating jolt… these have been the first words that came to mind when I first stood at the top of this skyscraper back in 2003. Overwhelming excitement from watching people and cars running back and forth like tiny ants in a house they obviously grew out of. Nothing was left of that feeling now. The city was dead: no cars, no people, Big Ben was gone, Piccadilly – gone, boulevards – empty, churches – destroyed. And there I was… looking at all this with a daft inkling that I must have had something to do with altering the history of one of the most captivating capitals in the world.
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I’m 29. I’m a writer. I have no idea what my name is. I forgot it long time ago, as I don’t see the point in names. One thing you should know about me is that I can forget whatever I want. All people have gifts and talents. This one’s mine.
Few months before I decided to move to London from this godforsaken hell of a place, I had discovered that I’m capable of changing things just by writing them down. At first I just played around with silly selfish wishes like most people would have done: getting myself free stuff from shops, having sex with all pretty girls I craved since high school, showing magic tricks to impress people. Well, you get the idea. Then I got bored. I needed another game to play. So I chose the most manipulative game of all – playing with people’s lives. My home town was too small for the god I imagined myself to be. I moved to London and became a writer. At first my stories were quite harmless: wives cheating on husbands, mothers beating up their children, guys raping girls. This kind of light stuff, you know. Oh, did I forget to mention that before I wrote those stories I actually had to meet the people I planned to write about? I knew them all. It was essential for my job. I needed to find out as many details about the characters as possible to make them believable. To make the books sell. Of course my gift would help me sell the books anyway, but it wouldn’t be as exciting, would it? So I honestly tried to do it properly.
When all my books had become bestsellers, I felt this still wasn’t enough. I needed something heavy, strong, shocking… mind-blowing. I triggered violent riots in the city, turned citizens against each other, created massive orgies. The 54-story building where my publishers resided was the safe house. I made it so. Once you got inside, you could not be harmed by my writing.
In December I decided there has to be a war in London. It seemed to be the most logical and reasonable event. But I had to call Jenny and warn her.
‘Jen, it’s me. You need to come over and stay with me at Brano’s skyscraper next month. ’
‘Are you out of your mind?! ’ She yelled back at me.
‘I’m trying to save your ass, silly… ’ I mumbled.
‘If I remember correctly, last time when you tried saving my ass, you made me kill my parents with your goddamn creative abilities. So what else will I have to do now? ’ She continued yelling at me.
She was right. I did make her murder her parents. But that was the only way to save her. In my latest book.
‘It’s not going to be like that this time. ’ I promised her.
‘Since when did you become such a fool to think that I’ll believe you after everything you’ve done to me? I don’t even know whether the words I’m saying now are mine or are they another act of your sick imagination?’
‘Jen, you have to come. That’s the only thing you have to do. ’ I was almost pleading her.
‘Make me then! ’ And she hung up before I managed to tell her that I could no longer make her do anything with my writing… because I loved her.
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And here I am. Standing at the edge of the roof at Barno’s. Alone. War has destroyed London. My war. It wiped London off the face of the Earth. Only Barno’s survived the bombing.
Jenny didn’t come. Jenny’s dead. I’m trying to forget all the names I know. I forget them one by one. But I can’t forget Jenny’s name. I can’t forget her face, her sarcastic smile. I know that the memory of the fear in her big and innocent dark blue eyes will haunt me till I die. And so I jump.
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