harmonizing with the squeaks of mice and
nails that didn’t quite fit;
You’d worried away at the plank nestled below the foot of the bed,
and you could hear your secrets sing as you slept.
Grooves carved by habit marked your hiding place,
familiar patterns of this part goes here and this part loosens,
and this part lifts up into a scent of incense and memories and vanilla flavored smoke--
Inhale. Breathe and smile, and check
the door to make sure that mother has not yet opened it.
She is so nosy.
But you can hear her pitter-pattering down in the hall, rebuking the closet
for being altogether too messy, and you hear a clunk and a clank
and a muttered curse that she doesn’t realize she’s spoken--
and your arms loosen and your face
falls into that smile that seems impossible without the smell of unearthed wood.
Inhale, inhale, inhale, reach
and breathe out as your gather all those sweet nostalgias and photographs to your chest,
smothering them in the pulse booming into your skin, a thudthudthud
like running in the field with your feet all bare and wet.
And you breathe in the blooms of cigarette smoke and daffodils as you gather the songs,
delicately plucking each one from its rest with a practiced, nimble rhythm,
and you press them into your pores, hoping
to take their scent into your body and make things as they used to be,
when you could sit for hours and laugh at the cloudy sky,
and dance without ever moving.
But the warmth of guitar strings is startled away like finches with the creak of the door
and the stain of two peering eyes,
a voice asking,
“May I come in?”, which actually isn’t a question at all,
and there are rustlesrustlesrustles as you stuff down memories with a scowl and a
mutter of things you can’t quite recall right now,
gold and white and green and gone...
Author's Note:
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Thanks for reading!
-Coral-
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