The line of reality
stretches it's black streams
of darkness over me.
It carrasses my mind
inserting memories
telling me things.
It told me that my childhood
was way to innocent,
that it was going to break that little joy.
I wondered how
it could break the bubble
but it did.
It brought me love
it disguised it as happiness
I believed it was good.
It toyed with my bubble
scratched the edges
made a hole.
Love was bad
it made the hole bigger
slowly over time.
My bubble quavered
with sorrow
from the lying cheater
that the darkness blessed me with.
It took away the happy trust
I was born with
that the light had allowed me to keep.
It showed me the darkness
let me thrive in it
roll in it and suffer.
It introduced new things
that my innocence
never knew.
I had to cope
had to make the pain
of love go away.
It oozed in my blood
I wanted it gone
this new darkness I couldn't control.
I tried to slice
it out of me
leaving behind the scars of futile work.
Cope, all I have to do
is cope.
More love?
Drugs? Coping?
Yes!
I can't remember the darkness.
I'm numb
I can't remember anything.
I'm coping and it's good.
Caught? No!
I need to cope.
Or do I?
The darkness plays
in my open wounds,
thriving in the pain.
Tears? I can feel them
are they real?
No, just blood.
New love
more darkness?
Or is it the light I want back?
Your beautiful,
I love you,
I won't leave you.
LIES!
Hurt, pain, darkness.
Cheater
Liar, I'm a fool.
Bubble?
Popped...
Emptyness?
What now?
I'm broken
my bubble is in pieces.
God?
Fullness?
Mercy?
Can you heal me?
Yes?
You can take away the darkness?
Take away the pain?
Fighting off the darkness
is hard
but I want the pieces
put back together.
I don't want to cope
I don't want that.
I want to deal.
I want love to mean
something beautiful,
not something dark.
I believe I can do it
but not alone.
I listen to Gods comforting words
I let them lead me
and I try to follow them.
Could this be it?
The answer to my pain?
Yes.
Gender:
Points: 12611
Reviews: 321