I remember the last morning
I awoke curled beside you—
a moment encased in the ice of time
when each word, each motion is delicate and sharp.
Your lips unfurled into a smile, teeth fuzzy and unbrushed,
stubble darkening, coarsening your chin.
The rhinestone stud was still embedded in your ear,
the lobe inflamed from its pressure.
Licking your lips, you said the pain felt good.
Your breath was stale, smelling of
cigarettes and the fake-fruit tang of Gatorade.
Your nails were brittle pink shells
and your eyes shards of cobalt,
piercing the kite your touch stirred in me.
I wrapped myself inside you,
crying out words I had been afraid to whisper—
tattoo your name on my skin, for all the world to see.
But at the thought your eyes bulged, torso tightened;
something quivered inside you,
a great metallic feather: fear.
You leaked a litany of lusts into my ear,
used embraces as distractions—but I held fast.
I wanted to howl our love,
unbridle my stomping braying heart—but you demurred.
Your lips somersaulted, your tongue tumbled to explain—
desperate excuses I understood too well to believe.
We separated in a quick painless procedure,
like the amputation of a limb. Necessary.
Where you had been inside me,
a vacuum now throbs.
Because of you I am naked,
scoured of memory, raw and clean.
But you lurk like a wraith in my mind,
the thought terrifying, thrilling me:
you and I are still chained,
bound and bleeding, together.
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