I wasn't actually going to do a part two of this, but the I realised that the first part was really short! It might seem a bit rushed because... well, it was
It would help an awful lot if you read the first two parts of this
Chapter One
Chapter Two (Part one)
Anyway, here's chapter two, part two ~
I felt as though I was having some terrible nightmare where my heart would come spilling out of my chest at any moment. None of it seemed real, my mind was completely blank. I couldn’t speak. I didn’t want to speak. I knew what was coming if did. I knew that Miss Cheddar would confirm what I ‘d already figured out. It couldn't be possible; things like this didn't happen in real life. Just in movies, books, and on the news.
Looking anywhere but Miss Cheddar’s sympathetic eyes, I began slowly rubbing my arm. This wasn’t happening. This couldn’t be happening. I glanced up at the policeman. His face was so blank, so emotionless. I narrowed my eyes in annoyance. Without even thinking about it, I shot up off the seat. I practically sprinted out of the room, not caring about what Miss Chedder said next and ran down the lonely, empty school hallway.
I could hear her calling after me, but I simply ignored her, along with everything else around me. I ran down the cold, hard flight of stairs at the end of the hallway, before slamming the bathroom door open. I needed to get away; I didn't understand what was going on. I needed to think.
The second I was in the room, I clenched my fist and swung it at the dirty wall. I felt as though I would burst into tears any moment and would never be able to stop. The next thing I knew, I’d collapsed onto the freezing, damp bathroom floor.
It felt as though I'd been sitting there, staring into space, for hours when I heard Miss Cheddar was knocking on the door. She seemed so calm and relaxed. It was so different from the heart that painfully beat inside me. As she called my name, I shut my eyes. My knuckles were aching, but I didn’t care. My entire body was shaking, I couldn’t even think.
“Maxxie,” Miss Cheddar’s voice was uncomfortably kind. “Just come out, darling.”
I could hardly breathe, let alone move. She kept on calling, begging me to come out of the bathroom, but I didn’t want to; I wanted to be alone. I'd had enough of people shouting my name.
A few long minutes later, the policeman had even began to speak. If they were that bothered, why didn’t they just come inside? My question was shortly answered.
“Come on now,” The policeman said. “We don’t want to have to come in. We don’t need to make a fuss out of this.”
Make a fuss? Was he bloody joking? My life had just been turned upsidedown and all he cared about was not making a fuss? My dad was right. The police were just a load of selfish, careless idiots.
Ignoring the two adults on the other side of the badly painted door, I felt something lightly brush my face. I quickly turned my head. She was sitting beside me. Her face as pale as snow and her two chocolate brown eyes peering at me nervously.
“Just go outside, please,” Annabel whispered. “It’s going to be all right.”
Like I did with Miss Cheddar and the policeman, I simply ignored her.
“Maxxie?” She brushed my face once more with her small, delicate hand.
It was meant to be comforting but all it did was make me feel even worse than before. Seeing her made it all seem real.
Another few more minutes passed and there were now three voices calling my name. I couldn’t take it anymore; why wouldn’t they just leave me alone?
“Come on, we understand,” Miss Cheddar called.
They didn’t understand. They didn’t understand one bit. No one understood, not even Annabel. I lifted my head out of my hands as a small tear ran down my cheek.
“Just leave me alone...” I muttered under my breath. “Leave me alone.”
Suddenly, an endless amount of tears flooded out of my dark green eyes and continued rolling down my cheeks. All I could think about was my parents. How I would never see them again. Never smell my mum’s sweet scented perfume, never see her warm, comforting smile again. I’d never go to another stupid football game with my dad, or take the mick out of his ever growing beer belly. All of those were now just memories. Memories that I had taken for granted. Memories I’d never be able to relive again, no matter how much I wanted to. No matter how much I wished I could.
All of the sudden, I heard the door open. The next thing I knew, Miss Cheddar was kneeling down beside me and Annabel had vanished once more. Wrapping her twig like arms around me, Miss Cheddar spoke.
“It’s okay darling,” she whispered in my ear, trying and failing to soothe me.
That was the biggest lie I’d ever been told. It wasn’t okay; she and I both knew that. I had nothing. My parents were dead, and it was all my fault.
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