II.
It happened pretty quickly, all things considered.
Strange, really. Rumours were born in their thousands at recess but most failed to gain any legs or get anywhere at all. This one seemed to fly from mouth to mouth, gaining speed and vitriol. The rumour of the day was this:
Jenna Tremain was a slut.
Mickey Mulligan, would-be bully, full-time idiot, was doing what he did best – talking crap. It seemed everyone knew, without saying anything but that wasn’t the worst thing. It was the way they stared at me, wherever I went, expectant eyes burning with the same question.
What are you gonna do about it?
I didn’t know, just hurried on from period to period. My friends didn’t say anything, but I knew they wanted to ask the same thing. Until lunch, when Sam pulled me to the side of the cafeteria.
‘Don’t do anything stupid, okay?’
‘Who said I was going to do anything?’
‘Jake, just –‘
‘Whatever.’
I strode away, suddenly furious. Being herded by the collective unspoken was bad enough, but this was too much. People blurred by, faces blank circles of colour as a curious sort of heat radiated from my chest. He was at his usual table, surrounded by his posse. He saw me coming and smirked.
Before I even knew what I was doing, I was punching him.
We fell to the floor, scrambling about. Blood was pounding in my ears. It throbbed through my body with an overpowering roar, drowning out all else. There were only the briefest of sensations, a sound here, a colour there. Our classmates surrounded us, shouting and screaming in primal joy:
fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!
Mickey was a little smaller than me, thin and wiry. I was able to use my greater size to pin him to the ground and smack him, once, twice in the face before he bucked wildly and we were rolling once more. In moments – a tortured fever– it was over. We stood a foot apart, huffing, red in the face. I was glad to see his bleeding nose, a savage sense of satisfaction curled my fingers into fists and made me want more.
‘Boys! Stop that at once!’ Mr. Bones stormed across the Quad in long gangly strides, as ineffectual as ever. Our peers vanished as mysteriously as they’d suddenly gathered, clearing a straight path toward us.
‘We weren’t doing anything, sir,’ I said. My head was ringing.
‘Yeah, we was just muckin’ around,’ Mickey added. Idiot he may have been, but I couldn’t fault his survival instincts.
Mr. Bones wasn’t having any of it, though. ‘You’ll both come to the Office with me. Now.’
Shit.
We fell in step behind him as he took us through the school grounds. The Quad was surrounded on three sides by thick, double-storey buildings, each connected by an upper balcony. We went up the stairs and across the walkway, heading through a short corridor out into the more open ended Assembly area.
Mickey was only a foot away; he kept shooting me ugly looks. The air bristled between us. His scrunched features were dark in anger and he had to periodically wipe at his nose to stop the blood. He wasn’t going to forget this anytime soon. In the heat of the moment, everything had seemed justified and right but in the cold aftermath, I was left with a growing horror. Why the hell had I done that? I didn’t even care that much about Jenna, she was cool and everything, but to snap for no reason?
We were told to sit in small, generic blue chairs. Most of the office kept to the school colours of blue and red. It reeked of sameness. The smell, the muted colours, even the people were all painted with the same drab brush. I fucking hated it. Rough heat suffused my chest and I had to blink suddenly, surprised and a little shocked.
My hands were shaking.
From the corner of my eye, I noticed Mickey shifting uncomfortably, shooting glances at me. I didn’t look back. Ahead of us were three doors, spaced out: the Deputy Principal’s office, Head Administrative Office, and lastly, the Principal’s. Mt. Bones was in the Deputy’s office for some time. The wait was the worst part. Implications, self-recriminations and doubts flowered in the silence. I’ve done it this time, I thought wearily. Dad’s going to kill me.
He would be home for the call as well, since he hadn’t gone to work last night.
*
They sent me home.
For whatever reason, Dad hadn’t picked up. I was given a letter of suspension and a thick sheaf of homework to work on for the next few days. No rest, no reprieve. The sky bled in grey and black streams, a messy canvas of gloom. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d seen a sunny day. A storm was brewing, bigger than any I’d known. This was just the beginning.
My feet traced the now familiar path to Maharaj’s spot. I frowned. Was that the right term? Spot? Home? Temporary place of residence? It was irrelevant, I guess. Might be that he had a normal life and house elsewhere, might be he came to the bus stop for the same reason I did. Just what that was, well, that was another matter entirely. I doubted it though. It was hard to see Maharaj anywhere else.
I grinned.
He was standing in the middle of the road, face upturned. I looked back, but could see no cars coming toward us. I casually stepped on to the smooth black tarmac. He loomed before me, an earthen obelisk. With a grimace, I shoved off my bag. It was cold, I noticed, as a capricious breeze spat by. There was moisture on my cheeks. Slowly, I tipped my head upward. The air crackled with pent up electricity.
My heart thrashed in my chest.
‘Do you think it should rain?’ he said.
Look up to that turbulent chaos, look up, and rejoice.
I paused, hesitant to ruin the moment. ‘I don’t know. Does it matter?’
He looked down, crestfallen. ‘Of course it does.’ He let out a gush of pent up air, sagging before my eyes into something smaller, something shockingly normal. ‘Ah, never mind. I guess it doesn’t at that.’
He walked over to the bus stop, folding his lanky frame carelessly onto the bench. No, I wanted to protest, you were right the first time. But I couldn’t quite frame why and the words shrivelled up in my mouth. Maharaj picked up his top hat, fitting his domed head into it. He looked up expectantly from beneath its brim.
‘Well?’
‘Well what?’ I shrugged, unable to meet his eyes. Why hadn’t I noticed their intensity or shocking sky-blue colour before? Feeling suddenly restless, I joined him on the bench. Cars drifted by, ghosts of modernity. His smell enfolded me, stale sweat and earth, with a hint of tobacco and alcohol curling around the edges.
‘Seems that you have a story to tell, boy. And stories are meant to be told.’
I sucked on my swollen bottom lip; it was only just beginning to blossom. I wondered briefly if there were any other marks on my face.
‘Why?’
Maharaj peered up at the sky, lips pursed. What was he so concerned about anyway? Those grim clouds promising rain had leaked away, leaving a featureless grey dome. Looked like it wasn’t going to rain after all. ‘Stories are the stuff of life, kid. They teach us. They remind us of what we’ve forgotten. We live off them and we die by them.’
I stared at him. ‘I s’pose. You first, then.’
But he seemed to have used up his store of words for now, eyes locked on some distant place. We sat in silence for a while as night gathered in deepening folds. One by one streetlights popped on. I considered what he’d said but the incident was too recent, that itching fire still lingered inside, the one that urged me to move, to act, all else be damned.
‘I had a dream the other night,’ I heard myself say. ‘After we met, after the rain. There was a terrible storm, so violent, so real I thought it was going to tear the world apart. The sky was a mass of purple.’
The images were rushing back, faster, harder and darker than I remembered. My breath hitched in my chest. Why was I so afraid? My hands clenched into fists. I stared fixedly up. Into the reassuringly bland sky.
‘There was a raven, darting between bolts of lightning. Shit, I could feel the heat from them, was dizzied by the thunder. It was running from something – I could see the desperation, could feel it somehow.’
Maharaj’s gaze settled on me, then. I didn’t check to see, knew just by the sudden heat in my cheeks that he was watching. It was completely dark out. The streetlights cast feeble halos, like forlorn angels. I cast my mind back, trying to glean more about the dream. About the fear I’d felt, could feel even now, shuddering through my body. My hands were trembling. I closed my eyes and nothingness met them.
‘Easy,’ Maharaj murmured, laying a warm hand on my shoulder. His voice was deep and soothing.
Easy. I took a deep breath, followed that warm wave down into the depths of memory. ‘There were…,’ I frowned, trying to grasp the images firmly. Frustration gnawed at my insides. ‘Shapes, huge, strange shapes in the sky – it’s hard to say, it’s like looking through smoke.’
I grimaced, head aching horribly. I shot a glance to the side, meeting Maharaj eye-to-eye for a moment before quickly looking away. I shivered. There was something bleak and awful in his expression, something I didn’t want to face right now. He seemed to think the same thing.
‘You should go,’ he said.
I nodded, picked up my bag and went on my way.
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