Since I am new to this sort of writing could you please tell me what you thought of this and how I could further improve this.This is not intended to be much of a story.
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It was a great feeling. Love, an amazing chemical reaction in the brain was happening to him after many years.Lovely feelings in your brain makes you feel like you are on top of the world.
When you have been single till the age of fifteen any pretty girl can give you that charged feeling of love.
The lovestruck boy met this girl staying just a few blocks away when she recently joined his group of friends. He really did not know that he was in love with her until his friends started pulling his leg nearly every time.He was slowly, but clearly, beginning to understand what was happening.Still, he lived in his state of denial for a few weeks, despite his friends discussing the similarities between this lovestruck teen and his new found crush to convince him that they were right.But.... they really were right.Friends know you better than anyone.
He sometimes really wondered if he could have her and if she felt the same way but no indications came from her side. He was way too nervous to confess his feelings for her.Afterall...he never had done such a thing before. There always looms a fear of emotional mess when you need to confess you’re love to someone who becomes your friend.People some times tell you to listen to you're heart in such situations,not you're head.This was totally different.His heart and head both said he didn't stand a chance; "don't event try".Being in love,he obviously disagreed.
Inaction reigned supreme.Our ever doubting teenager just lay there, just watching, as life repeatedly gave him the opportunities to achieve his deep desire.Opportunity was banging on his door hard,yet he didn't open the door."How would you know if you don't even try?" voices from inside told him.But sometimes,we just don't want to give it a chance.Nervous,he just sat still- watching her, as she frequently came down to meet the group of friends.
As time passed by he was beginning to lose his feelings and the strangest form of love took over him. She sure did cause his heartbeat to rise, she sure did make him feel alive, but, only when she was not around. He loved her, but only as a fantasy. He somehow could never come to understand himself and what really stopped him. “Why is a man only suppose to initiate such matter? Emotional mess would be far less if it were the other way round”. He recollected her face whenever he saw a pretty teenage girl. He knew her birthday way before it was due…still why could he not let her know?
Tired of his nervous behaviour,opportunity left his doors to never knock on it again.
This is how it happened:
One fine day, she announced to the group that she was leaving the city and moving into the suburbs which meant she could not see the group friends so often.
He knew he would miss her.
He kept getting excited when she came over to visit once in few weeks thinking “This is it, grab your chance”. But again…it just lasted till he met her in person.
This had to stop.
Frustrated at his pathetic situation , he finally crushed his feeling and cursed himself for building a dream world.
His brain and heart were always right.But love knows no common sense.
But from the inside he still feels calm………no more of her playing around in his brain.A chance to finally "move on" for real.
He was free once and for all.
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