Emma Hereford, Prologue
Flashes of troubling memories often flit in and out of my dreams; memories that I try hard to forget. In these I relive the worst moments of my childhood. I was two years old when my mother died in childbirth. My new brother slipped away silently. Six months later my father died in the epidemic of influenza that was sweeping the country. These haunting dreams are always the same.
I see a little girl standing outside the door of her mother’s bedchamber. Her hair is in delicate, light brown ringlets which frame a frightened face. She is wearing a pristine satin green dress and in her left hand she clutches a cloth doll. I hear a woman screaming and the voices of two midwives. I watch as the little girl lightly places her free hand on the dark wood of the door. The expression on her face is solemn and confused.
Now the girl is standing by her mother’s bedside as she watches a somber midwife carry a silent, unmoving bundle out of the room. The girl’s hand rests on her mother’s cold, pale arm. Her other hand holds the cloth doll to her mouth. There are tears welling up in her deep blue eyes but she does not let them slide down her cheeks.
I am in another room now, watching the same little girl. Her hair is longer, but similarly styled. She is standing by a different bed where a man lies, beads of sweat covering his forehead. He is awake, and I see him glance at the girl, who moves closer with her arms outstretched.
I had an instinctive feeling that came from somewhere in the back of my mind that the little girl is me. The woman and the man are my parents. After my father died, I moved in with my aunt, uncle and three cousins. The first few weeks with my relatives were hard, but I can hardly remember them. The dreams that torment me in my sleep are the only reminders that I have of those awful months at my birth home.
I had a pleasant childhood at my uncle’s estate. I had three cousins to play with when I was young, although the two boys left for school when they were eight. After that my eldest cousin Elizabeth and I were the only two children. We met other girls who lived nearby but did not form close bonds with any of them. Elizabeth and I were each other’s best friends.
When we were twelve we began traveling with our family to attend parties held by other well known families in Kent. It was at these parties that we befriended the Carres, a family that would eventually become my own.
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