Sam put his pants back on and stumbled to his feet. Muir had already closed her eyes and fallen asleep, for all of the world to see. Sam reached down and picked up his jacket from where it lay. It still smelled of her, a slightly musky scent with a hint of sea salt. He took a whiff, then put it back on. The sun would be setting in a few hours. He needed to at least be home before that happened.
So Sam stumbled away, on legs that felt like they were made of rubber. He was still struggling to catch his breath. Muir was a lot of fun, but he’d never known her to be that much fun. Usually they just hugged and kissed and all that nice clean dreamy stuff. Not that Sam felt any worse for what he’d done. He guessed he had been looking forward to when it would finally happen. It had just been a little more than he expected, heck, a lot more.
Sam finally got his breath back and left the beach. The sea grass on the dunes swayed in the breeze, giving the appearance of an ocean not that different from the one at his back. Both rolled with the movements of the wind, undulating under the breath of the world. Sam tramped through the grass back towards where he had left his bike.
He reached the bike. It was right where it was supposed to be, undisturbed. It squeaked in protest as Sam set it back on its wheels. He’d had it for a few years now. In all that time it had served him well, and had never failed him when he needed to come here, to be with Muir. It was a loyal possession, one that made Sam proud. He began to wheel it back towards the road.
When Sam reached the road, he heard a sound behind him. It echoed over the dunes like a distant roll of thunder. For a moment, Sam could not figure out what it was. There were no storms out on the horizon. Then another possibility, a frightening one, entered his mind. With horror he realized what it had been; a gunshot. And it had come from back over the dunes; from the beach.
Sam dropped his bike and raced the way he had come. His mind raced as well, trying to calm him. ‘You’re worrying over nothing,’ he told himself. ‘There are plenty of reasons to shoot of a gun. There’s nothing wrong.’ But he knew that wasn’t true. There were few reasons one shot a gun, and fewer still why you shot it on a beach.
Halfway back to the beach, out of breath and full of adrenaline, Sam came to the top of a dune and saw someone coming to meet him. It was his mother, the last person Sam expected to see here, and the one he dreaded seeing the most. Her long black hair trailed out behind her and she walked with a purpose. His father’s service revolver was in her hand.
A sickening feeling hit Sam’s stomach and his knees buckled beneath him. The sky was grey now, or so it seemed to him. It stretched above him, over the small world that he had just been given to replace the one that had just been torn away from him. He wished that it would just fall on him.
His mother came up to him. She was like a tower, fashioned of ivory and topped with an impossible dark flame. “Go home,” she said to Sam.
“Why?” Sam asked, not in response to her command.
“Somebody has to keep this family together,” she answered. “That little bit of damnation would have taken your soul and torn you away from home. Now go home. This is over.”
Sam lunged forward and tore the revolver from his mother’s grasp. It felt hot and heavy with death. He tossed it as far away as he could. It arched out away from them, a black spot under a grey sky, and landed with a thud in the dunes.
Sam turned back to his mother. Her face wore an expression of hurt upon it. She held the hand that had gripped the revolver. It had probably been wrenched when the weapon had been torn from it. Sam wanted to do a lot worse to the hand that had offended.
“Sam, I did it for us. We’re a family.”
“Family doesn’t do this. Family doesn’t kill.”
Sam walked on past his mother, on towards the beach.
“Don’t do this to me Sam!” his mother cried out. “I need you here! We need to be a family!”
Sam didn’t pay any attention to her. He just rushed on under a darkening sky. Night would soon arrive in this place. But to Sam it already seemed to be blacker than any night.
He reached the beach and looked to where he had just spent such precious time with Muir. His heart sank when he saw her lying there, not moving. The sand to her side was dark with blood. She had not tried to flee, might not even have had the chance.
Sam rushed over to her and fell to her side. A small glimmer of hope entered into him when he saw that Muir was still alive. Her breath was short and hurried. The hole in her side was still bleeding. Sam ripped off his jacket and put it there to stop the blood. He prayed to whatever deity might be listening, prayed that he was not too late.
Muir’s eyes fluttered open. “Sam?” she asked, her voice still strong. “Is that you?”
“It’s me, Muir,” Sam said. He was choking back tears. “I’m here; you’re going to be alright.”
“No,” Muir said. “The wound I’ve been given is a mortal one. I may never age, but that don’t mean I can’t be killed.”
Sam shook his head, trying to deny this. “No, you’ll be alright,” he said. “You’ll be…”
“Sam, be the strong lad I enjoy and listen to me.”
Muir strained to sit up but failed. She had lost a lot of blood already. Sam picked her up and cradled her in his arms.
“Take my skin and the weapon that did this to me. Take them to my father’s house. Tell him what has happened to me.”
“Where is your father’s house?” Sam asked, desperation in his voice.
“The land where my myth begins,” Muir replied. “You call it Ireland.”
“Where in Ireland? Where, Muir?”
“You’ll know when you get there.”
Sam nodded, taking in her instructions. “I’ll do it. I swear I’ll do it, Muir.” He cried a little now.
“Don’t cry. Swear you love me enough to do this.”
Sam controlled himself and took a deep breath. “I swear that I love you enough to do this.”
“Then walk on the journey and keep to the ways of the Deep, or all will be lost to you. Heed those instructions, if nothing else.”
Muir coughed up a bit of blood and trembled. Sam feared that she was already gone, but her eyes remained open. She looked up into his.
“Kiss me, Sam. Seal this oath and then go on your way.”
Sam bent down and kissed Muir. She responded to his affection as best she could. For a moment electricity sped through Sam’s body. It felt as though he was being infused with a deep power. Then Muir’s body faded away, and there was nothing at his lips, nothing to hold. Sam wept.
After a while, Sam forced himself to get to his feet. The wind whistled around him and the sea began to get rough. It was hard to believe that, only a short time ago, Sam had been pleading with Muir for time to think. What good was all that thought now? That grieved him as much as her death.
But now Sam had something to do. Muir had given him a task, and he had promised to do it. Oaths had been taken, now the called out to be fulfilled. And Sam knew that they must be, or then he would be damned. You meant what you said when you spoke with a child of the Deep.
Sam bent down and picked up Muir’s seal skin from where it lay. It was a dull brown, nothing special to most, but to him it was more important than the most regal of any royalty’s raiment. It was an important part of his task. With a deep breath Sam took in what was left Sam took in what was left of her scent. A musky smell, with a hint of sea salt.
“Is it dead?” asked the voice of his mother.
Sam stood silent for a moment. This would be a hard oath to keep indeed, if the first obstacle he had to face would be his mother.
“Yes,” Sam replied.
“Good. I was afraid I’d have to shoot it again. It’s over now though.”
Sam turned to his mother. She had recovered the service revolver. Of course she had. Some things could only happen one way, the hard way. Sam sighed.
The two of them stood silent, locked in a struggle that was beyond the usual ones that parents and their offspring have. Ancient powers had become involved in this, vows ensured that there would be no easy end to it. This could either end in disgrace, diaspora, or death.
“Give me the gun,” Sam said to his mother.
“No,” she replied. “You go on home. We’ll talk about this later.”
“We’re not going to talk. I’m going to go. I promised her I’d do something. I’m taking the revolver and I’m going.”
“You promised to shoot me, didn’t you?”
“There’s been enough killing today.”
Sam’s mother pointed the revolver at him. Her eyes blazed with anger and her hair whipped out behind her in the wind like a demon’s tail. Sam’s blood froze in his veins.
“You treat your mother like this?” she asked.
“You treat your son like this,” Sam replied.
“I do everything for you.”
“It’s the other way around, Mom. I take you to Dr. Rueger’s, make sure you take your pills, and keep the rumors down. That’s a tall order, all things considered.”
“You keep thinking that,” his mother said. “I let you think you’re doing important things, all for your self esteem, to keep the family together. I can see that was a big mistake.”
“Give me the gun Mom,” Sam said. “You need to rest.”
“You need to get home!” his mother yelled. “Get home! We’re going home and we’re going to act like a family! We’ll put it all back together!”
“We’ll do that on our own,” Sam said as he walked forward.
His mother pulled the trigger of the revolver. Her aim was off, the bullet only grazed Sam’s arm. But it sent a lightning bolt of pain through Sam’s body. He yelled and put a hand to the wound, stopped in his tracks. He looked up and saw his mother pulling the hammer back for another shot. At this he charged forward and collided with her. The revolver flew out of her hand and landed in the sand. Before she could recover Sam fell on the weapon. Sand got into his new wound, making it scream out again. But Sam stood up through the pain and pointed the revolver at his mother. She glared at him like a cornered animal.
“Are you going to shoot me?” she asked.
Sam shook his head. He was sick of killing, and he had not even had to commit the act himself yet. He lowered the hammer of the revolver and tucked it into his pants.
“Don’t follow me,” he said. “Tell everyone whatever story you want to, even the truth. They wouldn’t believe that anyway.” Sam turned to walk away.
“Don’t do this to me!” his mother screamed after him. “You won’t get far! I’ll stop you, you hear me? We’ll be a family again!”
Sam ignored her and simply walked on down the beach. Other things were on his mind. The full weight of what he was undertaking now had an opportunity to sink in. There were plenty of obstacles between here and Ireland. He had the entire country to cross, and then the Atlantic Ocean. What’s more, he had to do it walking, and in the ways of the Deep, adhering to the codes of the world of magic. For a moment, Sam was daunted by the sheer size of it. Then he shook his head. It would do him no good to worry about what he hadn’t even gotten to yet. One thing at a time.
The gunshot wound was still bleeding. It might need stitches, Sam didn’t know. He put Muir’s seal skin over it to staunch the bleeding. He had nothing else to use, he had left his jacket back with his mother. Almost as soon as the skin touched the wound, a soothing warmth spread out from it.
“As you held my blood, now I hold yours,” Muir’s voice said faintly.
“Muir?” Sam asked.
There was no reply. Sam pulled the sealskin away. Now the wound had closed up, leaving only a nasty scar. For a moment Sam wondered just what this meant. Was there still residual magic left in the skin, some pure essence of the Deep locked up in it? Or was Muir not completely gone? The journey’s end would tell, Sam decided. And that was a long way off.
Sam walked down the beach. A few miles on was Avalon. There he could get some clothes and supplies before the real journey began. He would only stay in that place a short time though. A promise made was a debt unpaid, and Muir’s world had its own stern code for those things. Sam was now bound to those laws; there was no way out of it. He took a deep breath and kept on going.
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