I am the Champion of the Angel of Destruction, and I wield a sword of gold when I come to bless those still living with the Gift of Death.
My other half, the Champion of the Angel of Creation, would disagree, say that death is not a gift. But I insist. I have been on the battlefields of many nations, smelled the stench of the dying, heard the men's whimpers as they cried for their mothers and begged their pain to be taken away. I have been to the bedsides of the old, who waited for death's mercy to come. I have heard the wails of the lovers left behind, the wives whose husbands died in battle. I have experienced all of these things, met all of these people, and I have blessed each one with release from their suffering.
None appreciate me. Many fear me. They summon Legend, the Champion of Creation, to send me away. We make one whole, he and I. Legend and Phoenix, the Champions of Creation and Destruction. He cannot banish me. His presence somewhere does nothing but anchor me to that place with greater strength, but his power is enough to keep me at bay. When he does, my body aches and my heart cries out to the souls he “protects” that are begging to rise to their Creator.
Legend. He believes in saving the bodies of the people, but he does not realize the price the soul pays for the wants of the body. Does he not understand, as many humans do not, that the body wants to live, while the soul longs to meet its creator? My purpose is to grant rest to the restless; Legend's purpose is to grant hope to the hopeless. Each of the Champions have his or her own purpose in this world, but I am the only one who understands our existence as such. I know that Legend serves to balance the world, to provide his weight on the opposite end of God's Scales, and as such, I do not interfere with his work.
Yet he always sees fit to interfere with mine. I am no less powerful than he; I am no less a servant of God than he. Can none comprehend that God's will is for men to lay at rest at the end? Can none comprehend that the old must fall so that the young may rise?
Certainly Legend does not. It is truly a sad twist of fate that he, the man I am destined to love, is destined to be my enemy, my undoing, destined to love another. As a man, he understands nothing of the true workings of the world; he fancies himself on the side of Good, and I on the side of Evil, though he calls them the side of Lightness and the side of Darkness. I know the Champion of Darkness. Belisario is no more Evil than Gabriell, the Champion of Light. Their places are far apart, their purposes different. Only different. Neither is better or more necessary or more Good than that of the other.
I do not understand what makes me Evil other than the fact that I oppose Legend and Gabriell as Belisario's right hand.
But yet, it is not only Legend and Gabriell who deem me as Evil. Ransom, Moss, Orphea, all of Gabriell's Champions call me Evil. Even Eroica, who has more Darkness in her than almost any other Champion, gives me the name Evil. What makes me more Evil than her? I have equal parts of Light and Dark in my heart, so what unbalance leads me to the side of Evil, if Darkness determines Evil? And, at that, why does Darkness make Evil? The flames of Hell look very bright to me.
Belisario has led the human Champions of the Dark Angels for years, bringing us from the freezing streets of Ramera, lit by the light of a thousand windows we could look in but never pass through, to the warm, dim halls of the Seardouutian courts, where we were treated with honor and respect due to the Champions of Angels, fed and clothed, kept safe. Belisario, the Champion of Darkness, was the one who picked me up from the ground when I fell in the streets of Ramera. He protected me from the roving gangs and slavers. His heart is full of darkness, but I have never seen Evil in his heart. I am the Champion of the Angel of Destruction; I see these things.
Once, while we lived in the port city of Allendomera, the city policia found a gang of men slaughtered, knifed to shreds in a strange sort of decimation. Belisario, the oldest of our group, was charged with the murders – rightfully. Word quickly spread across the world of a boy whose dark, Evil heart could destroy ten men at once. But he did not kill them in cold blood. The men had cornered us, prepared to tear young children apart for trespassing in their gang's territory. Tell me that Belisario's heart is full of Evil simply because he saved the lives of five children. You will not convince me.
But as word of Belisario and his “troupe of demons” spread to the ends of civilization, our other halves – the Champions of the Light Angels – decided we were a threat, worthless in the eyes of God. We became criminals to be hunted down.
They treated us like enemies, so we met on the battlefield.
Belisario disappeared for a few hours before the battle began. As his right hand, it was my duty to find him, as I did in the dark confines of a cavern. He has always loved cool, dark niches; before he came to Allendomera and met the rest of us, he was a slave in Ramera's Great Desert. I took a seat beside him and spoke his name. “Belisario.”
I needed to say nothing more to bring his eyes to mine. I was shocked to see his tears. The fearless leader we had come to admire had not cried before, at least not before me. He was not the stoic hero I had always believed him to be. Despite his Darkness, despite all the business of Angels and Champions, Belisario was still just a man. “Phoenix,” he said. His voice was hoarse.
Instinctively, I reached towards him, taking him in an embrace. In Ramera, the people embrace; even strangers hold one another for a few brief moments after speaking. Unlike the Angel of Destruction, my embrace can do no harm. I held him to me, resting my chin on top of his head. Belisario is only taller than me by a small amount, perhaps a hand's width. But to see him in tears, feeling his sobs as they rocked his slender, starved body, to see my hero in such a way felt like so very much to handle.
After a long time, his tears subsided. By that time, his head had slipped from resting on my shoulder to lying in my lap. He turned his face up to look at me, pushing himself up into a seated position. “Whatever happens today,” he said quietly, taking my face in one hand, “someone I love will be hurt.”
Like me, Belisario was in love with his other half. I do not blame him. Gabriell's beauty radiates with the strength of the sun, and that is the curse of the Champions of the Dark Angels: loving those who do not return our love. I understood his pain; the Champions of the Light Angels claim to be merciful, but they could never feel the empathy for men we have come to grudgingly accept. “I know,” I murmured to him in reply. His eyes were so dark and entrancing. “Belisario. For us, there will be no victory. Either the family we have formed will fall, or we will destroy the only reasons we live. Why are we fighting on?”
He stared at me helplessly, at a loss for words. I had never seen Belisario helpless before. He had always been our pillar of strength. “To show the world,” he said finally, the familiar strength returning to his voice with each word. “To show them that we are God's Champions as well. To prove we are Champions of Angels, not Devils.”
Tears welled up from my eyes, spilling over onto my cheeks, making tracks in the dust that had collected on my face. “You are my Champion,” I said softly.
Belisario's face twisted, as though holding back his own tears, and wrapped his arms around me.
Together, we returned to where we had begun, with the other Champions of the Dark Angels: Viridian, Champion of Chaos; Maverick, Champion of Freezing; Tegan, Champion of the Sky; Iliana, Champion of Stone. We had been together for years, known one another from childhood. And so, together, we prayed to our patron Angels for strength in the face of those who prayed for our undoing.
The battle was only beginning. The war for our honor was reaching the end.
We crossed the battlefield, littered with the bodies of countless soldiers, and I tried not to shudder as I felt the souls of a hundred men screaming for their pain to stop. My hand wrapped around the hilt of my golden sword without my realization. There was a thick mist on the field, disorienting all of us. Belisario walked half a step ahead of us all, grasping my arm to keep me close.
Through the fog, the Champions of the Light Angels appeared. Each one glowed with ethereal light, a gift of Gabriell's, clean and perfect and beautiful, the image of an Angel's Champion, the evidence of their noble heritage in their aura, their carriage. We, Champions of the Dark Angels, were worn and dirty, a ragtag bunch of street thieves who were considered unworthy even of baptism. I understood why they thought us Evil. With the oceans of differences between us, how could we ever have hearts as good as theirs?
“Gabriell,” Belisario called. His voice was beautiful, but the foreign Champions of the Light Angels thought of his accent as strange and clumsy. It was – in their own strange and clumsy language. “Will you recognize the Champions of the Dark Angels as your equals?”
Their leader, a beautifully pale, blonde woman dressed in white, pulled a small mirror from her belt, holding it in her small hands for a moment before tucking it away again. “We will never accept the Devil's Champions as equals!” Her voice was strong and self-assured. She held a lsword, the companion to Belisario's dark blade. I saw Legend at Gabriell's side, one hand at her back. I gently slipped my arm from Belisario's grasp and mirrored Legend's gesture.
Beside Gabriell, Eroica drew an arrow back on her elaborate ebony bow; its tip lit ablaze as she took aim. Maverick drew his own bow in perfect reflection of his other half, aiming at her, the tip of his arrow icing over. It caused Eroica to pause, her dark eyes narrowing. She looks almost like one of us with her olive complexion, as though she belongs with the Champions of Darkness, as Maverick's beige skin makes him look like one of the Champions of Light. Iliana grimaced, and we heard the stones in the ground shifting at her will. Moss, her perfect opposite, would hold down the stones with the roots of anything nearby. The battle was matched evenly, with no difference in strengths. Belisario was right: our battle will not end well.
“Then we will prove our equality in battle,” Belisario responded in a strong yet warning tone, offering them one more chance. I was the only one who heard the sadness in his voice. I looked to our opponents, and I felt my heart split in two.
Of all the Champions, I have spent the most time searching for God. I am the only one of the Champions who has ever seen God, and I could see Him again. His image was projected on the shining countenances of the Champions of the Light Angels, and He was crying for them. I looked to either side of me, but His image and His tears were not on any of the Champions of the Dark Angels.
Why? Why must God cry for His Light Champions, but never shed a tear for His Dark Champions? For years, we have fought to do His will, to do what He has ordained for us to do. For years, we suffered because of the roles we played for His plan. We are a part of the world He created, so why won't He love us the same way He loves His Champions of Light?
We are a part of His creation, too...
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