You never asked about
The two, razor-thin scars
Criss-crossing my wrist,
White as snow.
But I'm sure you've heard
about how I did it when I was thirteen,
Standing over the sink with a paring knife,
Wanting to see the hurt and frustration
Flow out in crimson drops.
But not to die.
You never asked about
Why my father doesn't call,
How I only get two cards from him each year,
One on my birthday, one on Christmas.
But I'm sure you've heard,
about his new wife,
five years younger than my mother,
and their new baby, pretty and sweet in a way that I can never be,
with my magenta hair, cheap mascara,
and corrupted innocence, tarnished like neglected silver.
You never asked about
the time they found me at the bus stop,
bags packed,
ticket bought.
But I'm sure you've heard,
about how I closed my eyes and picked a place,
Wanting to go somewhere,
Anywhere,
To a city where I could be anyone,
Shed my cocoon.
You never asked,
Only held my hand,
Brushed the occasional tear from my cheek,
and that is why I love you.
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