I could feel my hopes fall with my shoulders. I guess everyone left, too. That's what I was hoping anyway. Then my disappearance wouldn't seem so strange to this tiny town. They'd never understand why I had to leave. I shook my head to clear that thought. "She was born to save the world," I said lightly. "I always knew it."
"Yep, that's Cass," I agreed. "Can't seem to stop herself, actually. This is, like, the fifth time she's gone on one of those trips. Making us all look bad." She really did--I liked to tout my contributions to music, but really, I hadn't done anything humanitarian at all, except donating to a few random charities. "I guess we can't all be perfect, though."
I nearly spit out my coffee. I laughed to cover it up. "That's the understatement of the century!" I tried to be normal about it but I knew I'd slipped up. They knew.
"So true," I agreed. "Did you hear about that other guy from our class? He went to jail for killing a bunch of people, or something. That kind of thing only happens in horror movies. Talk about imperfect, huh?"
"Yeah, it was messed up," I remarked, shuddering a little. "I'm so glad I was out of town when that happened... But enough about serial killers. I've been blabbing for...what, ten minutes now? Anything you want to talk about? I don't want to monopolize the conversation."
I fumble with the huge stack of plates and sigh, flicking my hair out of my eyes and eying the clock. Break time. Okay, so it's not break time yet, but I need a ciggerette. I dump the plates in the giant sink and sneak out the back, tugging the pack of cancer sticks out of my pocket. Lighting up, I look around the carpark and lean against the wall.
Listen up! The future is bulletproof! The aftermath is secondary! It's time to do it now and do it loud! Killjoys, make some noise!
I laughed. "You weren't monopolizing, Sunny," I said, patting her shoulder. "It's just been so long since I've been here. I feel like I've changed so much." I sipped my coffee to stop me from saying anything more.
I nodded in agreement. "Same here," I remarked. "It's so weird coming back here after five years at college. Feels like a time warp, or something. Here, especially. I don't think this cafe has changed one bit."
I looked around to hide the red in my cheeks. Five years? I was gone way longer than that, wasn't I? "Yeah," I said at last. "Time flies...when you're..." When you're what? Having fun? If that's the case, time should have crawled along. "When you're flying," I finished, a casual laugh escaping.
I laughed along with Rose. "So true," I agreed. "And technically, time does speed up if you're in an airplane, according to general relativity." I paused for a moment, remembering that I wasn't with my nerd friends anymore. "That sounded really geeky, didn't it?"
"Aw, thanks," I replied, hugging Rose back. "I majored in astronomy, so I'm still a huge nerd." I made a mental note to wear my chocolate molecule shirt to work the next day.
I grinned and laughed. "Astronomy? Wow," I said. I tried to think of a way out of the inevitable question but Sunny beat me to it. "What are you majoring in?" she asked. "Or are you out of college?" I sipped my coffee.