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I don't know.
I walk across this empty land,
Eyes drifting across a motionless sky.
My breath is loud against the night,
Coming out in puffs against the chill air.
Lately I've been hollow,
Cold and dark;
Trying to figure what it all means,
Trying to make sense of this pain.
My feet rummage through the dirt and snow
As I blindly start to surrender to the hurt.
Hoping that it can't possibly be worse,
Though knowing that it is.
Thoughts banging around in my
Silently screaming mind.
Images showing themselves like a reflection
In a pond.
I collapse,
Knees are weak.
The weight on my shoulders
Brings me down once again.
I must grab a branch
To prop myself up.
I don't want to bear this.
I want to die, I think to myself in the stillness.
I know the meaning of death.
Forever gone.
Forever missing.
Finally,
With all this in my mind,
I reach peace when my heart explodes in my chest.
My motionless body lies on the snowy floor of the jungle.
No longer hurting,
No longer dying.
