We have feelings, we have emotions too. We laugh. We love. You can too. But you abuse us. Use us. We are but toys, played with for a while, but thrown away all too soon. You are like a spoiled child, choosing what you want and if it doesn't suit you, you throw it away. Never to play with it again.
We are complex, we are difficult. We may be in love, but we are human too. We live such short lives. Groaning and moaning that we haven't got enough. Yet there are those who want nothing more than to be loved. US. We all have problems, and your no exception. Living, Laughing...Loving. We want to be loved, to be cared for. But you just leave us lying about, out in the rain. You've become what you despised. You have no love for us, you hate us...want us to die. But we won't let you have your way, we shall follow you everywhere. Through your dreams, we will be in your face, everywhere you turn. That uncomfortable reminder that there are people who have feelings, emotions too. You sit there all smug and pleased with yourself; we sit across the room and glare at you, pout and hide our true feelings from your penetrating gaze. We sit there, hiding behind a stony façade, pretending we have no feelings for you. We try to pretend. It's like you’re from another dimension, another time. You open our eyes to your true self. Everyone else sucks up to you...their pathetic gazes and simpering smiles. You try to avoid us, but we always seek you out. Following you everywhere, even across the pages of your books. You approach us, ‘Why?’ You ask us. ‘Because’ we reply, ‘you left us in the dust and dirt; out in the sun and rain…you left us to rot’
Your blank look, priceless. You’re trying to comprehend what was said, the fact that we actually have feelings and yes emotions too…you pass out, stone cold on the ground. We could walk away and leave you there, out in the rain and cold. But no, we stay and care for you, we love you…
We have feelings for you. Our emotions are so great that there are no words to describe what we feel for you. We took you into our hearts and kept you there, safe and sound. We took our hearts and locked them away. Soon you come around, a strange feeling over comes you, you feel different. Where your heart is there now rest three. You feel crowded, the emotions too great for you. You cannot comprehend these strange feelings. You scream. You scream your throat raw. You sob. Until there are no more tears. You pound your fists against the imprisoning walls. Bleeding…crying…feeling. You curl up into a ball, refusing to acknowledge the existence of these new found emotions, refusing the existence of the world.
We have feelings, we have emotions too. We laugh. We love. Congratulations, you now feel what we do.
hope you enjoyed reading this...review and be as harsh as you want...this was sort of a spur of the moment sort of thing.
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