(i don't have a clue..)
May~
"SO," he turned to look at me as we stopped at a light, "Are you and Matt a thing?"
"No!"
"Looks that way, that is really quite heartless of him because his girlfreind died like a week before you showed up."
I didn't answer and clenched my fists hard in my lap. I didn't look him in the eye and he kept talking.
"She kinda looked like you, I guess that is why he likes you so much, you know I heard that he didn't even wear black to the funeral can you say heartless son of a bi-"
The car door slammed as I ran into the crossroads, tears burned on my cheeks as I heard Max yelling from the car.
"Just wanted to let you know!!" He yelled out his window.
"Burn in hell," I mumbled as I kept walking towards the nearest bus stop. I thought I was alone until a blue Honda CR-V pulled up next to me.
"Hey do you know where that boarding school is?" A scarily familar voice said.
"Yeah it's on that hill over there," I pointed without looking.
Silence for a while and then the voice spoke again but in a whisper, "May..?"
Then I recongnised the voice and looked up, in the seat sat a carbon copy of Matt minus the brilliant gold eyes. They were replaced with a dull blue.
"It is you!" He exclaimed and I blinked twice trying to contain myself.
"Who are you? You must have gotten me confused with someone else." I turned and walked away.
"Wait! I know it is you May don't play with me!" I heard a car park and the the door slam, i then broke out into a sprint, more tears streaking my face. Ii looked behind me and for sure he was on my tail. I was about to jump a fence and get to the roof of the building when my arm was suddenly caught in a strong grip.
"Stop playing games with my head MAy, they told me you were dead." It was asher all right.
"She is dead." I tried to escape but he had gotten stronger than I remember. I tuned to look him in the face, under his eyes were sacs that could only be there from insomnia, his lip had a silver ring looped through it and his eyes glinted. "Get away from me!" I struggled but he held me down hard. He was in all black with my favorite lime green belt looped through his belt loops. It was definitely Asher.
"So you admit it." he sounded like he had gotten the final question right and won a million dollars, " I came here for you! I didn't believe them! I called them all liars and came here to see," he breathed,"you," he whispered it and looked down. Water droplets dropped like crystals shattering the ground, they were not his but my own making. Tears rolled down my face and I felt his arms wrap around me, I cried into his chest burying my head in his soft black sweater.
"May.. I came here to tell you I love you.." Asher whispered.
"I can't.." I whispered through my tears.
"Why?"
"I don't believe you!" I pushed him away at once and backed up quickly.
"MAy.." his arms were offered and I refused.
"I have a boyfriend!" I yelled at him and he smirked.
"Did May have a boyfriend or did this new body of yours?" then it hit me in the stomach, it was so true
MAy was dead, June and Matt were not dating and it would never be the "the right thing". My tears got harder and Asher walked away, he flipped his head back and bit the air.
"I am coming to visit tomorrow if you rethink my words a little." at that he left me and I walked the opposite direction walking to another nearby bus stop. On the bus i thought, looking at my reflection in the glass I looked at June, she was no May. This whole coming back thing wasn't working out how I planned, May was dead and it was never, ever going to be the same. I was broken and hurt, if Asher did anything Matt would be hurt and I couldn't have that. A perfect guy like him shouldn't go through that. I eventually got to the stop near the coffee shop and got off slowly, to find a smiling Matt waving.
"We need to talk," I tried to hold my tears.
*sorry if it was too long...*
