Hello! This is a song by my main character Che, from my musical that I've been working on for a couple of months. Just a bit of background, Che's had a hard time of it. He's stuck in the middle of a civil war in a foreign country, and his girlfriend has gotten very sick. Please help me anyway you can, it's very raw and needs a lot of work.
I can’t take this shit no more
what’s all this hating us for?
I know I've made a lot of mistakes
but I'm talking 'bout her, for me it's too late.
Let's keep this honest,
man to man.
Show me what to do,
I'll try and stay calm.
I’ve done what any guy would do,
It’s not a crime to live by my own rules.
To keep myself alive, to strive, to survive,
what have I got, after all, to prove to you?
But you're the glorified spirit in the sky
I’m just a lowly soul requesting why
you're choosing to let an innocent girl die.
I once was that merry wanderer of the night,
but all my life I’ve had to put up one hell of a fight.
I’m old enough to know wrong from right
but what is good, what is bad?
That’s a lesson I’ve never had.
I’m going crazy, what the hell should I do?
Look at me when I’m talking to you!
You tell me it’s all an act, but you’re the one
who thinks he can pretend.
I’ve done wrong, but you took my mom, my dad
you even took my best friend.
And now she’s sick and I ain’t got a clue...
please, I’m on my knees, that good enough for you?
show me the way, tell me what the hell to do!
I'm angry, God,
I'm disappointed in you, Jesus.
Sure, I promised to try my best,
to pray every night and do right.
But I'm angry, God,
I'm disappointed in you, Jesus.
I've broken my word, but you're the saint
and you promised that you'd never leave us.
