"I sense anxiety in you, my old friend," Palpatine said after a beat. "Your thoughts are troubled." That was putting it mildly. Tarkin made no attempt to look surprised; Palpatine knew by now that the Governor had deduced his and Vader's allegiances lay with the Dark Side.
"I confess I received some disturbing news," Tarkin replied, making a concerted effort to relax into the large chair. Oversized though it was, the back was high and the arms curved inward slightly so that its occupant was almost enveloped by the upholstery. "As I'm sure Lord Vader has made you aware. But it has not affected my duties; Project Stardust is proceeding on schedule."
"I have no concerns about Project Stardust." Palpatine frowned; a sliver of the old paternalism he had used so effectively during his time as Senator and Chancellor slipped into his voice. "It's you I am worried about, Wilhuff."
A pause; Tarkin was assessing him from under hooded lids. His guard had gone up as he heard the shift in tone, and the Emperor adopted an open expression on his ravaged face. Sulfur-yellow eyes met aquamarine, unblinking.
"I am well," Tarkin said finally, passing the ball back into Palpatine's court--a challenge: Tell me what you think is wrong with me.
"Discovering the treachery of a loved one came as a shock, understandably. Such a reaction is natural." Though Palpatine did not look at his apprentice, his thoughts bared themselves to him, inviting him to seek out the parallels between Skywalker and the Grand Moff. "The worst betrayals are the ones we do not expect. I do not begrudge you your fury, Governor--it's a righteous fury, after all. The Admiral did wrong. But I implore you not to blame yourself--"
"I do not blame myself, your Majesty--"
"--You will let me finish, Governor. I implore you not to blame yourself for the actions of your son. Lord Vader tells me he was manipulated by the Atoan priestess--" Here there was an alarmingly sudden flash of rage from Tarkin's mind, and Palpatine smiled inwardly. There was his in. "--and that she coerced him into siring a child. Young Admiral Tarkin committed treason because he followed his heart too closely."
Palpatine paused for breath; his voice was no longer accustomed to such extended use. Tarkin took in a breath to speak, but he held up a hand.
"You may say your piece in a moment; I beg your patience." Another second, and then the Emperor continued. "What happened on Atoa was not your fault, Wilhuff, and it pains me to hear that you are tormenting yourself with 'ifs' and 'should haves.' I wish to see your mind set at ease before these feelings do affect your duties." He settled in his chair.
Tarkin was sitting up straight in his chair, no longer hiding his discontent. "With all due respect, your Majesty," he said, "I believe your concern is misplaced. My sleep has been...sporadic, granted, but I have coped with worse. Your attention is appreciated all the same. My primary concern is that trust may have been lost between the three of us because of Admiral Tarkin. I assure you--"
"Nonsense," Palpatine scoffed. "Have you not proven yourself to be invaluable to the Empire, Governor?"
"Well--"
"Do you suppose I would have granted you the rank of Grand Moff if I thought your son's actions in any way reflected your own sentiments?"
"No, your Majesty."
"No." Palpatine drummed his fingers on the arm of the chair. "Put any such thoughts out of your head at once; you're grasping for reasons to make yourself nervous." He noticed Tarkin bristle a bit at that; the man did not appreciate being spoken to as if he were a child. "Now, I have a proposal for you. Will you hear it?"
"Of course, your Majesty."
