twig writes poetry

i have to find a place to publish personal poetry without my friends being sneaky enough to find where it is on here hehehe
table of contents:
1: you

tw mentions of meds, ed's, sadness
(note: not a romantic poem, none of these will be)

i know when you're here because
you're breath is like snow falling,
absorbing the world and making my
insides quiet and soft. everyone knows
you were there when you've gone.

i know when you leave
because i only feel
when you're (not) with me.
you're the only
one i've cried with and not wished i
was happy. you're the only one i
can cry with because no one else
is safe like you.

i want to hurt just so you
can hug me and never let go.
i hurt but prozac dries my tears
up and i miss feeling because
you're not by my side.
you see my bones and care enough
to tell me to stop.