i felt the emotion, but it kind of seemed like you were rambling or venting. try to not pull in all different topics (all different reasons you are mad?) at once. it gets confusing.
also, this kinda seemed like a rant. maybe re-write this later when you can organize your thoughts better in writing.
Turn your demons into art, your shadow into a friend, your fear into fuel, your failures into teachers, your weaknesses into reasons to keep fighting. Don’t waste your pain. Recycle your heart. — Andréa Balt