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suicidallybeautiful

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I am not an artist. I write and take photographs, neither with an astounding amount of talent, but I love to share my work. My main interest in life is neuroscience, and I am told I overachieve though I am utterly lackadaisical. I'm amazed by the workings of the human brain, emotion, reaction, movement, senses. I find myself continuously baffled by the world around me. My societal views are quite grim, but I believe that humans are capable of incredible things. I am a relationship girl: a huge fan of the emotional connection between two self sustaining beings. There is too much to say in this little blurb but here is my life story:
I grew up in LA and moved at the age of 12 when my dad was diagnosed with Alzheimer's. He died last year and it scares me how few tears I have shed since. I deal with things rationally and feel too much. I attend a performing arts school, and my major is writing. I am open, honest, straight forward, and don't understand subtle signals. I talk too much.


It had a perfectly round door like a porthole, painted green, with a shiny yellow brass knob in the exact middle. The door opened on to a tube-shaped hall like a tunnel: a very comfortable tunnel without smoke, with panelled walls, and floors tiled and carpeted, provided with polished chairs, and lots and lots of pegs for hats and coats—the hobbit was fond of visitors. The tunnel wound on and on, going fairly but not quite straight into the side of the hill —The Hill, as all the people for many miles round called it—and many little round doors opened out of it, first on one side and then on another.
— JRR Tolkien