I am constantly in a state of reawakening my passions, which, I think may be defined as passion itself. I feel the writing, when indulged in, can bring a utopian, nirvanic state to the soul and brain, hushing the constant chaos that everyone else chooses to endure. We don't. I am a Christian and as such see all inspiration, creative and otherwise as coming from God himself. But, whereas this has squandered the idea of creative freedom across the general Christian right-brained, I see this as a delving into the infinite unknown, or, a writer's dream. :)