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I. Artem
The constant sound of rain hitting the window pane, mixed with the buzz of lazy gossip and the haze of the cigarette smoke had given way to my half-conscious state of mind. The hot steam wafting up from my coffee, a drink I’d not touched for the better part of half an hour, only enhanced this mood. And so as I waited in this small, dingy café for someone who might never make an appearance, I was slowly falling asleep.
I was startled awake by the sudden screech of my watch. Its screen told me it was now 8:00 in the evening, and when the green light finally went off a band on the far side of the room began to play. Jazz music, I thought. They weren’t bad, but their rhythm was pushing me towards a familiar mood. It seemed there was a conspiracy to make me slumber. I wasn’t having it.
I forced my eyes open and sat straight, and taking the coffee cup in my hands I poured it down my throat.
This was an incredibly foolish move.
Though the drink had cooled somewhat since I’d purchased it, it was still hot enough that my entire mouth burned upon its consumption. In the frenzy of pain that ensued, the remaining coffee in the cup found its way onto my lap to stain my trousers. Yet despite all of this, I’d achieved my goal: I was wide awake.
The sleepy mood of the room shifted, and then completely disappeared. Suddenly the band’s music became faster and livelier; instantly the bustle of chatter became louder. I could see other people through the haze of smoke, two women at a table across the room, the barman arguing over prices with a half-tipsy man, and a boy too young to be in there—my age, probably—lighting up in the corner. I also heard the low ding of the bell as someone entered the atmosphere; Maria sat down opposite me.
She didn’t talk at first, too busy removing her beret and taking her hair out of its bun. It was a minor thing, but I disliked her hair. It wasn’t the blonde of when we were younger; it had taken on a brown hue during puberty. There was nothing wrong with the colour and she was not to blame, but I simply did not like the change.
When she was done, she looked over my shoulder before resting her grey eyes on me.
“What happened to you?” She didn’t sound concerned, but amused.
I glared at her, glancing up while vigorously rubbing at my stained trousers with tissue. “What happened? You let me wait for two hours, Maria. And they tried to take me again.”
She sighed. “Or maybe,” she said, as she handed me wet wipes from her handbag, “maybe the spirits weren’t trying to drag you back to the Other World, maybe the atmosphere of such a dirty little bar as this compelled you to sleep. Maybe it’s no conspiracy, but your own paranoia.”
“…Maybe.” I crumpled the wipes and the tissue into a ball and pushed it towards the table’s ashtray. I looked away from Maria, to the band. Their music had changed to what seemed more rock than jazz; certainly the sheer amount of expletives being used suggested this. The lead singer had his t-shirt clinging to his chest in perspiration, and as he screamed another note down the microphone he used a dirty yellow cloth to wipe at the sweat gathering on his forehead.
“Either way,” I said, turning back to my sister, “there was no need to keep me waiting. What did you want, anyway?”
She didn’t answer immediately. She had out a small mirror, like those you’d see a woman doing her make-up with, except she was only staring at it.
“It’s been six years, Art. Nearly seven.”
“You made a promise, Maria. We agreed you’d stay for ten—”
She waved a hand in the air. “Yes, yes, I made promises. As did you, before you nearly broke them all.” She placed the mirror on the wooden surface of the table, and rummaged around in her handbag for some time. This was starting to become annoying.
“Did you hit your head somewhere, Maria? Is that why you’re being so slow at everything today?”
She stopped searching for her mystery item to look at me, and she said:
“Perhaps.”
The searching resumed.
The rock/jazz band ended their song with a loud, four-letter curse to the applause of a few at the front, including one of the two women from earlier. I looked for the drunken man, but he was gone. My attention only returned to my table when a new coil of smoke joined the haze across from me. Maria’s face was unapologetic, the cigarette held familiarly in her hand. She blew smoke rings in my face when I frowned.
“Might as well join the crowd, yes?” She laughed at herself, a long high laugh which made a few people nearby turn to stare.
“When you said you’d stay for ten years,” I said dryly, “I hadn’t imagined you’d already planned how you would die.”
“Amusing.” She took a long draw on the cigarette, and I wondered if I shouldn’t say something against it. She was only fifteen, and wasn’t I her elder brother, after all? But then again, Maria had never thought of our relationship in terms of what we were in the Living World.
“Very amusing.” Her eyes were looking past me, towards the empty stage. “I want to go back, Art. I want to go Home.”
I was wrong. She wasn’t looking at me, wasn’t looking at anything. She was simply staring. A thousand-mile stare.
“…You know what happens when you break that promise,” I whispered. “You know you’ll never be at peace. They’ll hunt you, and they’ll—”
“I don’t give a damn about the Reapers. Let them haunt my every step; as long as I reach Home again I’m satisfied.” Her brow was marred by a scowl, but now her eyes were focused. They weren’t on me, but on the women at the table near the stage. By the time I’d glanced at the strangers and back to my sister, the foul expression had gone. Her face was set in such a state of melancholy as she looked at me that I focused my gaze downwards, at the dark knots in the wooden table.
“Please, Art. Please.”
I didn’t look at her. “What do you want me to say? That I want you to go? I don’t. I don’t hold you here, the promise—the pact—does. And if you don’t care what the Reapers do to you then…” I shrugged. “Then do as you like. But I…I need you here, Maria.”
“Don’t hate me, Art. I need to do this. To go back. I’m not like you; I don’t know how to live. I don’t care for the limitations of the Living, I just want that freedom again. Please don’t hate me.”
“…I need you here.”
I didn’t look up at her face, but I watched her hands slide across the table and hold mine in a warm clasp. We stayed like that for a long time, it seemed, until another band began to play, until the bustle of noise died down and people slowly began to leave. We stayed like that, until at some point I realized that my hands were cold and she was gone. Just gone. The only clue that she had ever been in the bar was the small mirror across from me and a dying cigarette in the ashtray.
I need you here.
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