~*~
The door is always open
but only a crack, only enough to let in the gold.
It will reflect off the bottles, the shards of happiness.
The bruises are like petals
She loves me, she loves me not.
But I know what she loves more.
I will watch them from the shadows,
she held them with affection
before tipping back her head
and letting the liquid drip; a gentle poison.
Sometimes, when I am lost
and timidly, interrupt her catered affair;
she is no longer parched, but hungry.
She will feed off my flesh
until I wither to bones.
Wings on fire, the mockingbird flutters still;
feathers fall, drifting down in ashy wisps
Her grasp is a cage of ivy; inescapable.
She is everywhere-
as real as bloodshot eyes or shattered glass.
I remember a blue sweater time
when she was warm and her arms were home.
After the gold melted from the sky,
she sang lullabies in my ears;
songs to scare away the dark.
She would braid my hair and whisper tales of
willow trees and sea glass;
pocket clocks that told you only when to go to bed
not when to hide your eyes
or blind your heart.
I am a wet cigarette bleeding on the sidewalk,
an ember extinguished by acid rain.
A gauntlet hidden in the attic of her mind;
her words cobwebs; woven into false lace blankets.
She covered me then.
Become the mockingbird now,
blow out the flame, lock the door and fly.
I will lie in the meadow of my mind
and dream of a place where the words are grass
and the drinks are only rain.
~*~
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