It is divided into three lanes, the peculiar one being the one in the middle. It is flanked by two wide and deep gutters which separate it from the lanes to its left and right.
These gutters are strange. Strange in that, despite the low walls built to keep cars out, despite the lack of any curves or sharp bends that may cleverly bemuse a driver and trick him into their deep crevices, at least once every month or two one would pass by that way to see such a driver, his car upended in the treacherous gutter, a crowd of jobless onlookers huddled around.
It took me a long time to understand how that driver, indeed how anyone, could fall into the clutches of such an overt trap.
The day I understood, it was a Thursday I believe. I walked to school that day, the wind blew but it was in pretence, the sun was ablaze. Yet we were supposedly in the midst of the rainy season. The weather seemed to me the very embodiment of Nigeria, she was ever unsure. Left she dashes when she comes to a fork in the road, but wait, she wheels around and turns right. And then left. And then she stops. When will she make her decision? When the race is finished?
I walked through the marketplace, where a group of young men were in hot pursuit of a thief, who in fact turned out to be, upon capture, a madman. Left to his own devices, he crouched in the corner of a market stall, growling and foaming at the mouth. A rat scuttled past him, he snatched it from the ground and stuffed it, alive and writhing, into his mouth. I looked away.
Further down the path, two women were fighting outside their stalls. Their hair was wild and their clothes dishevelled as they clawed at each other’s faces. There was a fair-sized crowd watching them both, but not a single soul moved to stop the fight. I stopped walking to watch too, but a businessman, immaculately dressed in clothes that were both too big and too small for him, clutching a brown briefcase that looked vaguely brand-new, said to me, “Shouldn’t you be in school?” and then turned back to watch the fight. I turned away and a mist came over my vision and then it cleared. I saw spirits and ghosts, demons and angels. A tiny homunculus balanced on the head of the businessman, teetering and wobbling atop a bump in his bald head. It smiled at me.
An angel was flying down from heaven. Slowly. His wings were not those of a dove, but wide and unsymmetrical and leathery, like that of a bat’s. His face was fearsome, and did not resemble anything of this earth. I wanted to look away, but I couldn’t; he was beautiful, fiercely, terribly beautiful in the ephemeral way of higher beings. He came down behind one of the women, he held her hands as the other woman struck her in the chest, he pulled her soul free of the vessel of her body as it fell back. I looked at the woman’s soul, I saw that she was young; her hair was tidy and no longer dishevelled. The angel kissed her gently on the forehead and I watched her fade away.
The other woman was screaming, looking at her hands. The crowd (which had grown far bigger) was shouting, they surrounded her. People ran off in all directions, they came back with wood, matches. The businessman’s briefcase was wrenched free of his hold. The homunculus flew away.
A spirit in the shape of a rat came and stood next to me.
There was a great roar, and a fire erupted in the midst of the crowd, they stepped back.
I saw the other woman in the pyre, I saw her body. Her soul stood beside the angel. He kissed her on the forehead and she too faded away. Israfael watched the pyre, and then he looked to me.
Far down the market place, I heard the death knell of guns, I heard people screaming. “SOLDIERS!” someone shouted. The crowd began to scream and shout; they began to run. The rat disappeared; a boy took its place. He took my hand and led me through the mayhem to an abandoned stall; he closed the door behind us.
I looked out through the broken shutters of the only window, I heard screaming and gunfire still. The spirit watched me silently.
A long time elapsed before all was quiet. And then I heard the crunching of boots on stone, I saw a soldier, gun cocked, walking down the street. He was looking about him, but I didn’t move from the window. He saw me and he stopped. My heartbeat accelerated, and the spirit peered at me peculiarly. I felt him touch my cheek, and then he stared at his hands in confusion.
The soldier pointed his gun at me, at my head. He pulled the trigger and the world slowed down. It was no longer a bullet heading towards me, but a ball of blue fire.
I do not know how I knew it belonged to him, but the madman’s voice rang out in my head:
Tide may come and tide may go
Lightning strike and return
But when all is finished, said and done
Who are we, What to be and Where to go?
And in that very end of days
Why should we fear Death’s sweet embrace
The last a man shall ever know?
Lightning strike and return
But when all is finished, said and done
Who are we, What to be and Where to go?
And in that very end of days
Why should we fear Death’s sweet embrace
The last a man shall ever know?
The spirit boy touched my hand, and I saw him for who he was, Israfael, angel of death. The contact sent fire through me; it cooled and turned to ice as the ball of fire came ever closer, until all I could see was its magnificent light. Pain coursed through me, exploding from a single point as the fire kissed my forehead, and then it was gone as Israfael pulled me away, we walked into the light.
I requested of him one last thing, and he took me to That Road. A single car sped down it in the broad daylight, much faster than need be. I thought I knew what he saw.
Did he see the angels and the demons? The ghosts and the spirits? Was the homunculus sitting on his dashboard, nodding its head to the beat of the radio? Did he see Israfael coming down, for he like his master is omnipresent. Was the road on which he drove not at all a road but an endless path; did the fire rage towards him? Yes, I knew, all these things he would see. And he would swerve to avoid it all, to get away from what he did not understand. And then the illusion would clear, and he would be falling into the gutter, but then Israfael would be beside him. He would take his hand and lead him away from the crash, from the chaos of impact.
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