Love is whatever you can still betray ... Betrayal can only happen if you love. ~ John LeCarre
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I truthfully felt bad for leaving Luke home with Mom and her Doctor. Dr. Evans was a tall skinny man in his early sixties, also Olivia’s Grandfather. Apparently, my Mother and he had become good friends during the last two years. Such good friends that there were times she would invite him to have dinner with us on the weekends. I was given this news only yesterday and it was too late to cancel my plans with Hunter to stay home and listen to Dr. Evan’s sarcastic jokes and stories of odd patients. I wondered how Luke would hold up, hopefully he wouldn’t get worked up and slash at the old man. To my new understanding, Luke was capable of doing these things.
Feeling Hunter’s Ford Explorer park, I let out a brief sigh. Maybe Olivia would tag along with her Grandfather and keep Luke calm. I’ve noticed Luke and her slowly working up a relationship. She didn’t even try as hard as I did and Luke still talked to her.
“You okay?” Hunter asked, opening my door as I stepped out.
“Yeah,” I lied. Luckily, my lie was convincing and he dropped the subject. We walked across the street towards the loud pumping rap music. Across the lawn, a large white brick mansion-like house came into view. Lights were displayed elegantly, glorifying its greatness. Party teens were frolicking about the yard with cans of beer while breaking into random fits of giggles. Gazing up, the magma colored sky was slowly become ash. The wind tangled itself between my strands of hair and I tucked them securely behind my ear as we crossed the parking lot.
My thoughts continued to wander back to Luke. I had to spend all morning alone with him today. In order to keep our paths from crossing, I locked myself in my room and watched the Lord of The Rings marathon on abc family. I was leaving him alone, sure I was going a bit overboard with the ignoring, but at least Luke could breathe. I wasn’t necessarily giving up on him, just allowing us some time to think. Bringing up his parents and the orphanage like it was no big deal, was wrong of me. Every time I thought of those lonely nights at the orphanage, the abandonment, my heart wrenched with pity. I could only picture a young boy looking out the dusted windows with a bemused expression, not reach out to him.
Shaking my thoughts, I took another look at Chase’s castle of a house. The building whispered secrets of royalty and I was sure the boy knew how to throw his dough. I mean, his reputation sat on his dollar bill. This party was going in the record books, I was sure of it. My eyes scanned the five acre property with a nervous laugh.
Feeling a hand slid around my shoulder, I looked up at Hunter. “Don’t be scared, Liliah. It’s not as bad as it seems, loosen up and have some fun once in a while.”
“Is that why you invited me?”
“Hm?”
“You think I’m that stressed?” I laughed.
He showed his perfect line of teeth. “You deserve some fun.”
“That, I do,” I answered smugly.
We pushed open the white doors and entered the center of the party. The living area was probably the size of my kitchen, living room and dining room combined. The white furniture looked as if it had been imported from Italy or some rich country in Europe. A glass chandelier danced on the high ceiling, making me dizzy.
Suddenly, I heard a whistle. “Damn, Liliah. I’ve never seen you dressed like this before.”
Snapping my gaze forward, Chase came walking up to me with a glass of yellow alcohol. He was dressed in a blue polo shirt, navy jeans and flip flops. Auburn hair looked ravished and uncombed on his head. Icy blue eyes scanned me up and down as a teasing smile tugged the corner of his mouth.
Taking a step back towards Hunter, I wished I had dressed in jeans and a sweater instead of this mini skirt and red top. Spending more than an hour picking this outfit showed its gratitude by spinning heads. But there was only head I wanted to spin, Luke’s. But when I left with Hunter this afternoon, he didn’t even spare a glance.
“Hi, Chase,” I muttered.
He studied the both of us, Hunter and I. “You two going out now?” As he asked that, his gaze went back to my chest and I wanted to turn invisible. Why didn’t I bring a sweater?
Just as I was about to deny, Hunter’s finger enlaced with mine. “Yeah, we’re going out,” he stated. The two stared at each other like two rams on the verge of collision.
Chase broke into laughter, startling the both of us. “It’s about time,” he clasped a hand on Hunter’s shoulder. “I’m happy for the both of you.”
Blinking, Hunter gave a twitching smile. “Thanks?” he questioned.
Chase’s attention turned back on me. “You should dress hotter for school.”
My eyes narrowed.
“Chill, Liliah, Chill. I was only joking,” he smirked. “Have a beer. Loosen up and enjoy the party, it’s not like I throw bashes every day.” He handed me a can of beer. Chase clicked his tongue, studying my outfit one more time before he left.
I pulled my hand free of Hunter’s grasp and faced him. “This is stupid, I shouldn’t be here.”
“Liliah,” Hunter rubbed his hands up and down my arms and I suddenly felt uncomfortable with the touch. “Just let Chase be, he’s probably had one too many. Ignore him and enjoy the party. I think I saw some of your friends when we came in, at least say hi and chat a bit.”
“But Luke and Mom are home with a guest, I should be there.” I tried not to sound too concerned.
His eyes flashed and he went silent for a second. “Forget about Luke.” There was a new edge to his voice. “He’s the reason you’re like this. Stop worrying about him, he can take care of himself and he doesn’t need you,” he paused, sighing, “just a while longer. If you don’t like it, I’ll take you home.”
Giving in, I nodded. “Alright.”
The next hour was spent saying hi to old friends and getting awkward glances from guys I hardly talked to. I regretted dressing up, half of me wanted to steal a white sheet and wrap it around myself.
Hunter had a large grin stretched across his cheeks. In fact, half of that was probably caused by the amount of drinks he had taken. I decided to be the designated driver today, so I stayed away from all the booze, in fear that they might have had something else inside of them. Leave it to Chase to have a clean party.
While Hunter was immersed in a conversation with his basketball buddies, I took the moment to step back and wander the large marble living room.
“Jesus Christ, who would throw a party here? Wouldn’t you be afraid to get all these expensive things dirty?” I mumbled to myself as I petted the leaves of a nearby plant. My concentration darted to the grandfather clock across the room. It had been an hour already, Luke and the others must be having dinner now. A smile form on my lips as I thought how much Luke must hate it. Dr. Evans always spent an hour talking before dinner, making everyone’s mind a pile of mush.
Suddenly, I felt a tap on my shoulder. Turning around, Hunter was smiling with another cup in his hand.
“Do you still want to go home?” he asked with a puckered brow.
I nodded solemnly. “I feel out of place.”
He gave me a concerned look. “Fine,” he answered before drinking the last of his alcohol in one long stroke. He then reached out and plucked a glass out of a younger guy’s hands. “Thanks Brett, I’ll pay you back later,” he told him with a wink. I had a feeling that liquid in the glass wasn’t exactly ‘just’ beer. He nudged me towards the door. “Alright, let’s get out of here. I never liked Chase’s parties anyway,” he mumbled. Liar.
We walked back to his SUV and I rubbed my shoulders as the chilly air bit my arms, injecting me with goosebumps. Hunter opened up the back door of the car and I lifted an eyebrow at him.
“Can we talk first?” he asked.
Returning a concerned look, I entered the back of the cool car, sliding my butt against the leather. The door shut and we silently sat next to one another until he finished the rest of his drink.
My throat was dry and I felt uneasy in the shade of the night with just Hunter. He and I had been friends for a while but I knew the way he felt towards me, I just ignored it though. Never has anything more than friendship crossed my mind for us.
“What did you want to talk about?” I asked, breaking the dark peace. Without giving him the chance to speak, I blurted, “If you want to still party, that’s fine. I’ll just call Luke and get him to pick me up. I don’t think he wants to stay at the house anyway since Dr. Evans is there.”
He massaged the space between his eyes with a hard jaw. Turning to me, his eyes gave into aggravation. “Why is it always about Luke?”
I blinked. “What do you mean?”
“Do you like him or something?” he asked, urgently.
“Huh?” My heart began to stammer. I felt moisture pool on my palms as I searched his eyes for some sort of correct answer.
“You guys can’t be together. Never.” His once friendly blue eyes bore onto mine and I felt myself drowning under his glare.
Unexpectedly, his voice became softer. “But I like you, Liliah…always have and it can work out between us. We always get along, we never fight and I’ll treat you right.” His body neared mine; my tongue tasted the scent of alcohol and punch with a gulp.
“Hunter, I don’t think you…” He wasn’t listening. Soft lips moved towards me, making me recoil and push at his chest. “Stop it!” I hissed with my head low.
His grip struggled with my arms as he pushed me back, leaning in again. “No!” I shrieked, feeling fear invoke me, coursing its way up my throat as his lips pushed against mine, halting my oncoming scream. Fingers scratched and clawed, trying to find an opening to pull myself free but with no luck. He had me lodged between the crack in the seat, his hard body like a large wall between me and freedom.
Violent kisses danced across my neck and lips. Bubbles of thick tears choked my eyes and my breathless attempt to break free was futile. I wanted to scream but there was no noise. I needed to cry out a name…
Luke…Luke….Luke… “Lucas!” The name tore its way out my throat, vibrating every sense in me. "Luke!" I screamed his name at the top of my lungs; hoping he could hear me, save me, hold me…
I wanted to apologize, to say I was sorry and that I would listen to him and stop being annoying. If he needed me, I would be willing to deliver myself. And if I needed him…
There was a flash of light overhead, making the shadows play like puppets against the stillness of the night. My mind was beating as fast my heart. Hunter looked up like a deer caught in the headlights of car.
A car?
Suddenly, the door on my side swung open. I heard a familiar voice spiting cursing like no other. Hands reached in, grabbed Hunter’s shirt by the collar and dragged him off of me and onto the lawn.
The sound of rustling and grunts made my heart slow, unexplainably. I heard a punch, then another, some more curses, then another punch.
He came. Did he really hear me? Was I dreaming? How did he know where I was? It didn’t matter; I wasn’t going to question Luke. Ever.
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