The moon hovers above a crater that was born
from my wavering fist,
as your spiked caramel hair creates a halo,
your blanketed fingers carved sweetly into a twist.
I don’t notice your cockeyed smile,
nor the way your feet dangle,
dodging my sprawled kneecaps,
and my hands that jangle awhile--
not exactly knowing what to do.
Your cresting shoulder blades become beckoning waves
to my addled mind,
swanning and squirming gracefully
between twin sheets of ebony caves.
I let my fingers, like carnivorous spiders,
come to know them quite easily, eagerly.
You stir only for a moment, blinking back
dreams of homoerotic writers,
opening wide a maw meant for kisses in Spring.
I don’t exactly know what to call you,
my joyful, distracting counterpart.
I merely enjoy watching you, examining everything
that has to do with your impromptu cocoon.
Does it even matter if I love you? Say
every single stupid thing I imagine you being?
Does it matter that I don’t understand you
or our whole convoluted sex? Spend a day
just performing, merely for you?
I let starlight dwindle like incandescent dewdrops
down past the calvary blue veins that rest like so
on your crooked neck, your sun-loved cheek,
the ears that bear no sign to the remarkable stops
or birthmarks that lie below.
Then your agnostic elbows show themselves,
grinning, they scrape at the surface of my chin,
digging gingerly at my conscious, my whole.
I pluck at your seams, the sufficient arms that delve
beneath, within, catching my all.
Still; I know not what to call you,
what to do with you, most of all.
You’re nothing shy of a hazel-slathered saint,
becoming sugar-piled disease to my soul.
I wouldn’t say I loved you
if you hadn’t knocked upon my door.
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