Part I: Point of Origin
Arthur: Saving Princesses
Arthur has grown up this way: he has read and been told fairytales and he has believed in them for a long, long time, with the fervour and single-mindlessness of a child who has no other outlet for imagination. Arthur after all lives in the smallest of towns, nothing like the city which unfurls in waves of concrete and jagged walls and nothing like the countryside which offers freedom of a kind, and if not that then at least peacefulness. Arthur is a small, at times sickly boy, and because his parents are perhaps a little overprotective he is confined to the house and is, only the brightest of days, allowed to adventure in the front yard.
It is – not a bad life, really, for Arthur knows nothing else, and for all that it is restricting he is loved and cared for.
So, safely ensconced in his bedroom, Arthur reads: of princesses and knights and kings and dragons, the monsters that creep into children’s bedrooms and whisper their dark advice, the fairies that curse infants out of spite or envy. Arthur grows up on tales of heroes and sacrifices, battlefields on which the sun rises gold and sets ashen, and in his dreams there is the sound of hoofbeats and the chaos of a charge, the clash of swords and mail as they crash into each other.
(there is an discussion in class once, and a question that goes thus: what, of all things in the world, would you rather see burnt and torn? Arthur is thoughtful for a moment, almost says Paper, almost says Meat. In the end though, the words that fall from his mouth are: A flag.)
He likes school because it is easy, and because it is where he thinks best. When he is finished with his work he sets his elbow on the table, leans his cheek in his palm and looks outside, to the ever-changing sky and the branch that cuts through the window, all shifting leaves and spring-summer-fall colors. In the winter he rises from his seat, careful not to make any noise that would draw the teacher’s attention, and takes the few steps that will take him to the window’s glass panes. He likes it when all is white outside. Then he breathes on the glass and writes his name through the fog, Arthur all crisp and clean for a few seconds before condensation kicks in and it all drips down in a formless mess. He is tempted sometimes to add Pendragon there, but he is not that other Arthur and so he doesn’t, because he knows the power of names.
But Arthur’s still looking for dragons, and he does find them, sometimes in the unlikeliest of places, (there is one once that thought to fool him by dressing itself up as a cloud, but he glared at it long enough that it ran away, and there is another hiding itself in the cracks of the schoolyard’s walls, amidst the twisting ivy and the cool shade of trees. That one is a small one and Arthur lets it be, though he checks on it every day, just to be sure) and for princesses (because he may not be King Arthur but that doesn’t mean he’s not a knight, doesn’t mean it’s not his job to save people). They’re rare, he discovers, but he finds that helping Marian, who’s broken her leg, walk up the stairs or convincing little Isa that her teddy bear has just gotten a bit lost and will be back soon is close enough. He’s just glad he can make them smile.
Then they’re moving to the city, and Arthur is completely, utterly lost. He’s missing most of his books, because they were too heavy and took too much space, and he doesn’t know anyone anymore. Everything here smells like steel and concrete instead of fresh earth and sun-warmed bricks, and there seems to be no color but grey and silver, like they’re all living in one of those old photographs, the ones he finds in his parents’ drawers when he explores the house or the ones that stare out of wood-carved frames at family gatherings. It should make things simpler, but it doesn’t. The light reflecting off every surface hurts his eyes and there’s nowhere for him to go. It is strange, he reflects, that what he misses the most are the thunderstorms that would occur every so often, lightning flashing blindingly white in-between moments of darkness and making the landscape into a dreamland where fey creatures would dance laughing under the sky’s wrath.
Arthur has trouble sleeping nowadays. Most of his nights he spends turning and tossing in this new unfamiliar bed, curled up in the middle of the new mattress as car lights flash by almost uninterrupted, flooding the room in light, and now when he dreams there is rain falling on the battlefields, glinting off rusted helms and splashing under destriers’ feet, and thunder illuminating massacres, mist rising in thin filaments from the streams and a sword left untarnished, an open, pale hand rising from the lake.
There are no dragons here; not in the sky, not on the walls, save for the ones painted on by teenagers with nothing else to do but to vandalize the white facades of buildings in exquisite details, sharp fangs and long winding bodies, outstretched wings. Those stare back at him with a calm born of months spent under the smog and the small drizzle that passes for rain here. Arthur is coming to believe, as he walks past those coloured walls and runs his fingers over the cracks in the paint, that not all dragons should be slain.
This new school is confusing. It is at least ten times as big as his old one, and there are too many people here, most of them older than he is. Still Arthur is a nice boy, and he smiles and answers questions in that calm way of his, and offers help when he can. Strangely the others do not seem to appreciate his efforts, and while he never really stops he does tone it down after a while, for he cannot keep it up against the whole world. He comes to think then, also, that maybe some people just don’t want to be saved.
It is, he will come to think later, his first step in growing up.
(and in the end, Arthur’s problem may be just this – that he dreams too much)
So this was last year's NaNoWriMo. Couldn't get it finished, due to sudden homework avalanche in the second week, but I'm still pretty happy with what I have so far. Figured I'd like having some of your opinions as to how it was, see if it could get me back on track, since the inspiration's fallen a bit aside. The first three chapters are mainly setting up the characters, then the plot (or what little of it there is) starts. Thanks for reading!
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