Defying the nature of time,
Disregarding initial conditions.
Thoughts flit into
And out of existence
In infinitely
Existent and
Nonexistent ways.
Your universe:
Just as chaotic,
But it makes sense,
Makes sense in a
Way that normality
Could never even approach.
A beam of light
Slows to a stop.
The particle and
Wave constituents melded together,
Able to be seen
By your mere human
Eyes.
Stopped like a train
At it's respective station,
Waiting to take you
On your journey,
On your journey into
The known unknown.
Cautiously you climb
Aboard,
And off you go
Into memories long forgotten,
Into the hideous beauty
Of yourself,
Into the future of
The past
Where you lost yourself
Now,
But so long ago.
Rain strokes your face
In the midst of
A thunderstorm.
You dare the sky
To strike you,
Dare it to lash out
Against you
The way the rest of the world
Does.
But the sky realizes that its
Intemperance
Has been matched,
So it flows with
You,
Flows with the tears
Of a bleeding soul,
Providing the only
Comfort you have ever known.
An awakening:
It appears as if you've found
Yourself in the eyes of
The mirror,
A place you never thought to
Look.
They stare back at you
As the beam of light
Upon which you are traveling
Reflects back and forth
Between them,
Off to infinity,
A journey that seems
All too tangible now
The pull of gravity
Reaches out,
Pulls you in with
Increasing strength.
Suddenly the "world"
Goes dark
And you know that
The journey is
Complete,
that infiniteness has been
Achieved.
And never,
Never
Have you been so willing
To embrace a reality.
This is how you know
That the journey
That is an end in
Its own beginning
Has finally
Found you,
Has finally wrapped you in
Its warm embrace,
Completing you in every way,
Making you
The possibly impossible
Being
That you were always
Meant to be.
