To tell any story? I guess there's really only one way to find out.
I'll try to keep this short (it's hard for me). If I had to sum up myself concisely, I would say that I'm a thinker, a dreamer, and an engineer.
It's hard to tell any story when you can't place any neat pertinent beginning to the story you are telling. If you really care to listen I can sit and link things back to memories of ~2 years old to today. I'll likely even realize many new things in connections in the middle of explaining.
I attended college right out of highschool, and earned my bachelors in computer science the fall of 2009. It was something I felt personally obligated to finish halfway through the degree, despite having no interest in it. I get bored with more of the same too fast, and it's frustrating to not find others who are able/willing to push past fears. In a world of unknown potential and boundless possibilities, how could one possibly tie themselves to a few things upon meeting a limit; a limit which can only be surpassed by stepping beyond into uncertain depths? If I was an omnipotent god ruler of everything, I could not think of a worse fate. To be unable to grow or surpass to anything more and to never have anyone who could come and operate on the same level, who would want that?
I feel writing is one such way for me to reach further unknown possibilities and convey things I think and feel to others. It was actually one of three strong considerations for schooling after high school, the other two being cooking and computer science. I have a wide array of interests, unfortunately the things that interest me in most any subject tend to be ones no one understands at all.
The day I stop thinking, is the day I stop learning; the very day I cease to learn, is truly the day I die.
I love creative writing, and honestly creativity in general. I hope I might be able to get some feedback at all here. I'm having a hard time finding the right places and people who will give a response to anything I deeply care about at all. I don't care if it's "good" or "bad", you won't hurt my feelings by being honest. I'd rather be wrong than right, I actually prefer being wrong. How else do I learn anything? If you feel I am making a horrible mistake, what friend would not say anything at all?
