Silence speaks.

i am silented1, aka eddie.

i write poetry.
i have very low self esteem.
i love YWS...sometimes.
i am paranoid about the people here.(sometimes).

i like to listen to ska, punk and rock music... and a mix of those.
i write so i feel worth while.
i actully don't like to read.(ironic)
i am not the brightest of fellows...
i like using dots when i type...its just a habit i formed...
i don't like giving info about me out(like this)...it is rather hard for me...
i also have a fear that people will just start making fun of me and things and shun me and just plain old hate me... and it keeps me from...well doing things like this...
sorry if i gave the wrong kind of info.

i am not sure what else to say or what is worth saying...

sorry.(again)

*bounces in*

'Ello, Ed. Glad that you did repost this .

Hummm. Don't be paranoid about us dear, we won't kill you in your sleep. *cackles*

And yeah, I know that you have low self esteem. I've told you that you don't need to/you're awesome/you can write well a billion trillion gazillion times. But once more might be lucky, huh? You don't need to have low esteem. You're awesome. You can write well. And that's the last time *narrows eyes*

And you and your ellipses . Never seen a post without them.

i also have a fear that people will just start making fun of me and things and shun me and just plain old hate me... and it keeps me from...well doing things like this...

Yes. You told us about yourself and now I have everything I need to take over the world. So count yourself shunned.

Joking, by the way. I shalt never shun thou.

Well... it's nice that you've put up something about yourself! And don't get down, hold your chin up high!

Or something like that?

*hugs*

Toodles!

Hi Ed!
Funny how you posted something here when you say you have low self-esteem. Let me say to you that you don't seem like tat in the chat. I think they *points up to Amy's post* are healing you!
We are all very here so don't be afraid because we won't make fun of you! I think that YWS is one of the few internet sites that offer this type of friendship and love.
Rock rocks! If I can say so. When I listen to rock I feel like I can do anything. It gives me the sensation of freedom. I hope it foes that with you as well.
The info that you give us can be from any type, the must important thing is that you feel comfortable with what you post.

Hope to see you around!
Best wishes

Shauni

Ed!
My friend!

Ed...
You..
are...
incredible!!

i am not sure what else to say or what is worth saying...

sorry.(again)

Don't apologize! Like Shauni says, the info you give us can be from any type.
to be honest Ed, I don't think there's a reason for you to have a low sel esteem. You see you are...
**coughs**
awesome, awesome, awesome, awesome, great friend, awesome again, great writer, awesome again.

i also have a fear that people will just start making fun of me and things and shun me and just plain old hate me... and it keeps me from...well doing things like this...

I think we are all afraid of this. You know is not like we're unsensitive. But Ed, again,you...are...awesome. I am like you, extremely shy and somwhat afraid of being picked on. But not doing things just because of that really keeps you from enjoying life. Sometimes we have to take the chance and do wthings, even when people makes fun of us. I mean who knows? maybe you become super famous.
By the way, rock's the best. What's you favorite band, or bands?