So usually I don't remember my dreams, but for the past four days I've had a dream every night. They're all so strange, I wonder what my phsyce is trying to tell me...
Anywyas, here it goes..
Dream one:Sunday
The darkness was enclosed all around us... There was nowhere to hide. Emily? I whispered.. I.. I.. what do we do? A peircing screech wailed in my ear, and we ran! Faster and faster, through the brick walled alleyways, every puddle splashing with our rampid footsteps. Sharp turn to the left, a house! Go Emily GO! Hearts beating, adrenaline rushing, Quick!. We reach a small room with peeling, yellow wallpaper and a moldy tile floor. Just in the corner, a large, greasy cardboard box.. sanctuary. We climb in, Emily and I, and close the top flaps.. Quiet.. ...... silence. Suddenly the flaps whip open and the creatures face is screaming inches form mine! Eyes red with bloodlust! A hunger needs to be fed! Darkness..
This dream was based on the movie "I am Legend". It was just scary, there's no other words for it. Needless to say I woke up in a cold sweat. Yuck.
Dream two:Monday
Everyone was talking so loudly... Conversations sounded like annoying buzzing sounds, like a fly in your ear. We were in a large gym, with baby blue bleachers... Why are we here? The doors on the NorthWest wall fly open, and eveyrone screams! "Nobody move!!" Heartbeat kicks up, eyes searching.. Where? What?.. Standing four feet away, a man so very familiar, with a long gun that looks like a rifle. He's so calm..? "Ok, now look, I'm only going to kill some of you so just stay still." *Gasp gasp gasp* Guys?...Then somehow me, Emily, Justin, and Kyle are in a cage, still on the bleachers. What's.. I don't...*sob* Oh my god, guys I just want you to know that I love you, so much..*sob*. They all seemed fairly relaxed, despite my frantic cries. Frightened, but relaxed. Just then, our possible assisin walks by, and I do something that does not make sense... I throw my wad of pink bubble gum at him and it hits him right smack on the cheek... He turns and looks at me with a look I understand. "Wow, Katie, thanks a lot. Now he's going to kill us!" Shit! I just put my friends lives in jeapordy!... END
Ok, so the assasin was the guy from King of Queens.. I know, what? So random. Why did I through the damkn gum at him! What was I thinking?
Dream three:Tuesday
It was me and my younger cousins, James, Jared, and Michael. We were in this beige room, and we were the size of rodents.. and the bed was, so fun! We were bouncing up and down, going so high the rush left you feeling nauseous(spl?). The thrill, the cool breeze of the high altitude. Just then, a life size Mr. Devlin (my digital photography teacher, he's old, has grey hair and glasses) walks in and scolds us for jumping on the bed. So I jump off, and suddenly I'm lifesize again. I call out to the boys and tell them to stop so they don't get hurt. Then I do something so very, very stupid. I make a grab at Michaels foot so he'll stop jumping, and end up pulling him off the bed. He falls, and hits head and, and he doesn't get back up. Michael, MICHAEL? Come ON!. Is he, unconcious? I try to lift him, but he's too heavy for my frail arms... "YOU KILLED HIM YOU KILLED HIM!". I..I......Then the ocean washes over me. The bed has become the ocean, and the currents are sweeping us away. I try to swim, but someone or something pushes me under, and then Im under the surface, but I cant get through it because it's a blue sheet, the deepest blue. I'm drowning. There's no way up, the water is everywhere, and the sheet is seperating me from the air. I reach my hand up one last time.. but nothing pulls me out..
I don't know what to make of this. This is just disturbing. It kindof makes me sick to relive it.
Dream four:Wednesday
Im in some sort of military barge's cargo hold. It's mostly dark and grey. There are boxes everywhere. Drip, drip, drip, the solitary sound and music to my world. And then, an infant cry. I follow the sound, and find a newborn child wrapped in a faded white blanket. She was so beautiful, but she left me with an eerie feeling. I picked her up anyways. Somehow, I learned that her name was Butter. (I don't even know.) I cared for her, fed her and played with her, all in the confines of this military boat. Black, Green. Butter is now five years old. I just been told but men in suites and masks that I must go away. "Don't leave me, mommy!" I was torn. I'll be back, baby. Wait for me here! They were already dragging me away. The put my in a plastic bag and carried me across ships by walking on the ocean. (?) "Don't leave me! Don't leave me!" The distant cries turned into wails.. I'll be back, just wait for me. Please, just wait for me! "I'll wait...for one year.." And then I was on my way.
Later in the dream, I'm in this place where winter never ends.. and the windows are all foggy. But something happens, and this black man with long hair and a salt and pepper beard weeps with his hands towards the sky and cries, "Spring is here! It's finally here!" and then I look around and see snow melting off auburny tries. The droplets of water shimmer, and The colors come to life. The ground is wet, the runnoff making wonderful gurgling noises as it goes into the gutter. I almost smile. Then I go on a run with Emily and Amanda, where I proceed to run into a tree. It smelled deeply of fresh moss and soggy bark. It was lovely. But I never did make it back to Butter... And then suddenly, there was a rifle in my face. It was there so quickly, I didn't have time to react. But when the shot was made, it was just too slow. I could see the waves, the rings behind the curving bullet headed right for the space between my eyes. It was so slow, when it hit me, a ripple of the most painful yet beautiful sensations went through me. And then it was dark.. That's when I woke up.
By far the strangest of them all.
Anyways, any thoughts or ideas as to what these mean would be very helpful..
