Up to this point, not one regret
Stay confused, lost in mindset
What's left to do? whats the next step?
Out of everything, what's left?
So empty, so drained, what to do
My choice, up to me not you
Drown my problems, trying to run away
Why am I still here? Why do I choose to stay?
Every move made, another mistake
Everything said and done, can't think straight
So do I trust or do I love?
No point in praying, there is no god above
If there was why is there so much pain?
Why do I get hurt and drive my self insane?
How do I get everything out? Don't want to cry
Every time I turn around, another lie
Why can't I make a right choice?
Don't even recorgnize the sound of my own voice
I keep all these feelings buried deep inside
To avoide eye contact, I go hide
Don't want to be here, just want to run
Where would I be if I wouldn't of had my gun?
No protection and no safety
I wasn't scared, Still no fear
Always alone, wanting no one near
Living the only way I know, on my own
What am I suppose to call home?
Don't want to be here, hurts to bad
Trying to be happy, hate being sad
Wishing things would change, hoping and praying
Still feelings of my own body slowing decaying
