Why do I feel unwanted?
Why do I feel unwelcome?
Why do you hate me?
Why can’t you care?
What did I do?
Did I ask too much for help?
Was I too desperate?
In my crying for love?
What did I do wrong?
What can I do?
Why do you avoid me?
Why do you try to forget?
That I exist right here
What can I change?
What do you need?
I feel like a child
Crying helplessly
Abandoned by everyone
All alone
Not knowing why
One bad thought
Leads to the next
All the memories
Come at once
Breaking me down completely
All the times I was left
As a movie being shown
Right behind my eyes
I saved it all, locked it in
For a day like this
