on command and control

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4/26/26

th

i think
i have no thoughts left
though i do know
there is a difference between
voiced and unvoiced "th"
mint, she/her


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4/27/26

Is This You?

this is the fifth follow-up email.
"hope I'm contacting the right address?"
"there's no 'hacks' to growth."
"More details to come."
and i wonder whether it's from a human
whose job it is to advertise this service
or if it's automated. i don't know
which is worse.
regardless, they are rather resilient.
"Any thoughts on the video I sent?"
"Haven't heard from you yet, so not sure if this email is right...
No problem! I'll try other ways of getting in touch."
and if only i had this persistence
when it comes to learning, to friendships, to personal growth.
but, well, this is still spam. i click the trash can.
mint, she/her


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4/28/26

rescheduling

flakiness
is something best reserved for
pastry crusts.
i shifted blocks in my google calendar
as if playing a game of tetris
(where nothing is ever cleared)
and set aside this time for you.
and i know things come up, and there is likely a good reason,
but it still
stings
a little.
i am always the one on time.
mint, she/her


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4/29/26

i prefer tomatoes anyway

i do not feel philosophical today.
there is always too much to do
and there are no roses to stop and smell.
mint, she/her


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4/30/26

these thankless things we do.

it is always like this,
like a sputtering cough after a drawn-out yell,
an attempt at inhalation foiled and
an exhalation unheard.
i
am
tired.
mint, she/her


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That's just what translation is, I think. That's all speaking is. Listening to the other and trying to see past your own biases to glimpse what they're trying to say. Showing yourself to the world, and hoping someone else understands.
— Ramy (Babel by R. F. Kuang)