Mental Health

I don't hate my life, not at all! I'm just.. bored of it... I wish life was more exciting, I wish people (and myself) looked like 2D stylized (yet not at all gross) animation characters... I wish I could control reality is what I want... I don't like how I look, then I do.. but how I look naturally doesn't reflect how I feel inwardly personality wise...

Deja vu... I'm sick of the mundane!! I want something cinematic!! I've always wanted to be able to shapeshift back and forth as animals to my human self again but something that would really work with all my whims is controlling reality!! Maybe I just have "reality dysmorphia" well... having a label would be better than having nothing... having something dramatic! Autism, ADHD!! OOOHHH THE DRAMA!!! This may sound insensitive but again remember I'm only being honest with my feelings. I love having external validation!!! I can't take when my notifications are empty, I get such a rush when I see it with even one notification!