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We're invalid
Pieces of furniture
But we don't click
In the same way
You picked up a gun
Put it to your head
And pulled the trigger
I didn't, just thought
About it
You would get up
When I wanted to
Sit down
You would say it was
Warm out
When it was really cold
It was like you couldn't
Feel anything
Not even the skin that you
Were in
I was the only person
You could talk to
Which caused problems
Because your mom
Thought I was
Insane
She didn't want us
Speaking anymore
And you thought that
Was weird because it
Was like she couldn't
Understand you
Anymore
This hurt you
Of course but
You listened
Because it was
The only thing you could do
So you stopped talking to me
For awhile
Which didn't make sense
But I understood
We were in your room
And it was very quiet
Time passed slowly
And I couldn't help
But feel awkward
You got up
When I wanted you
To sit down
And said you'd
Be back
You left the room
And the door was slightly
Open
And that's when all the silent
Noise
Started screaming
You picked up a gun
Put it to your head
And pulled the trigger
I was frozen
And couldn't feel
Anything
Time seemed to pass
Slowly
Your mother came into the room
With tears in her eyes
She told me to get out
Still frozen I couldn't hear anything
She raised her voice
And I flinched
I stared at her
Actually saw her
For a full second
I got up
When I wanted to sit
Down
And left
When I didn't want
To be here
Anymore
It felt cold
When it was really warm out
It was like I couldn't feel
The skin I was in
12 years ago you
Said we were like
Macaroni art
But i don't feel that way
Anymore
Where does the glue go?