You were gold
Shining, precious gold.
The first snowflake
After a long summer.
You were the jeweled sun
Peeking out, emerging
After an angry thunderstorm.
You warmed my smile.
But in my ecstasy,
my obsession
with your perfection
I forgot something.
Something very important.
The sun burns, the snow freezes
And enough gold necklaces
Can crush a person's neck.
You burnt me.
You poured your kindness on me
like it was gasoline
and I went up in flames.
You covered my wounds
in sharp ice crystals
My heart surrounded
by your frozen silence.
I let you sweep me away
in sandstorms and blizzard
I let you do it- because I loved you.
Why did I lose my mind?
Why did I keep fighting a battle
That was already lost?
I lost it the moment I met you
Not because you hated me
You didn’t, then. Not yet.
I lost it because I saw
Something in you
That wasn’t there.
Finally, when you weren’t there
to confuse my mind
and go for the jugular
I had time to heal.
I awoke, finally aware
Of the pool of blood
The scars along my arms
And I surrendered.
I cut the string between us
So could I could fly away
Soaring out of reach
Of your devilish deception.
Goodbye, precious gold
I’m going somewhere
The light doesn't blind
It only illuminates.
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