You told me to trust you and I did
Despite the voices in my head screaming at me to not do it
You told me you would never leave
Convinced me that you were all in
So why am I here? Crying in pieces on the floor
Wishing you would wrap me up in your arms
Kiss me like you used to,
Dancing with me under the stars like we used to.
You said that you loved me
But did you really mean it?
When you put that ring on did you mean what you said?
You may be fine
But I'm not
Its a struggle each day
To wake up without you next to me
To find a reason to smile
My heart was was already being held together with glue and string, it wasn't whole and pieces were missing.
Yet I still gave it to you
I trusted you enough to give you something that was so easy to break
And instead of holding it close and using super glue to make it whole again,
You set it on the ground and stomped your foot onto it
What am I to do now?
Shards of my heart are scattered around me on the bathroom floor
I don't know how to begin picking it all up
I doubt that I can even repair what you've singlehandedly turned into dust.
And yet the only thing that can stop my tears
the only thing in this world that can make me smile
Is your arms around me again, dancing under the stars.
the world is cruel like that.