Hey there AliceinBluue!
Just dropping in for my 48th/50 reviews for this month.
This is an interesting topic! I love the repetition of the questions, and each different and unique answer to it. First stanza states how difficult this question is; second is what you are not; third is what you're made of; fourth is what you feel like; fifth is what you know you are; sixth is who you are; seventh you say you don't really know what you are; and in the eighth and final stanza, you leave the answer of this question to us. A nice touch, indeed. But I wrote out the idea of each stanza to help me get a clearer understanding of what you did here.
In stanza six you say you are joy, BUT sometimes you feel like you're halfway broke. (I liked that part). The following stanza you ask again, "Who am I?" and answer it with "I guess the true answer is that I don't really know." I found that just a little contradictory to the previous stanza, in which you state confidently "I am joy". You did throw in that "but" but it didn't seem to change the overall theme there. Of course, that joy part isn't enough to answer your question of "Who am I?" however, I thought it threw the pattern off a little. You sound so unsure and uncertain in every other stanza - I know what I'm not, I feel like I'm, I know what I'm made of - like you're giving us hints but you don't want to say what you are, because you don't know what you are. Then we come to stanza six, and the "I am joy".
It just threw things a little off kilter for me.
But, onto some other specifics!
I'd suggest tweaking the format of this a bit, and not leaving it all in one paragraph-ish chunk. For example, maybe something like this could work:
Who am I?
I leave this question for you,
Because perhaps you can see me clear.
Past all my doubt,
Past all my fear.
So, who am I?
But you can play around with it, see what you like best. I like the idea of the "Who am I?" floating before the following stanza.
Concerning this particular section I highlighted... I'm not really a fan of the "So" before that last question. It sounds awkward, and reads awkward, plus you stated in the preceding stanza: "I leave this question for you". So, we know this question is directed to us now.
I think it'd be perfectly fine if you simply left that ending as keeping up with the repetition: "Who am I?"
Overall, I thought this was beautiful. The imagery of the black night, stardust and lioness part, and especially stanza three (which was probably my favorite) all worked together so well. I really enjoyed reading this, and I hope you have a fantastic day.
cheers for now!
~rosette <3
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