Friends.
The less i try, the more i cry.
Yet i cant stop, even though crying is for suckers.
The sorrow? The pain?
It surronds me, Engulfs me.
My heart, my mind, my wrists, arms, legs, my soul!
why cant u help me?
Why wont you help me?
Im not asking for the cure.
Im not for the answerers.
All i need is an ear.
All i need is a shoulder.
All i need is a hug.
A friend.
someone i can talk to.
i Kept my emotions hidden For so long.
But then.... i slowly released them to you.
And now?
I dont know if i can take them back.
Mabey you realized i dont talk Merrily and Gay
But what i say.. is real
Is anyone listening?
Does somebody hear me out?
I know tenagers today.
They get their relief from the worlds the horrors this world has to offer.
From drugs.
Sex.
From alchohol.
Violence.
From cuts.
Food.
From lovers.
I NEED relief.
I need 1 person.
I need someone.
A friend.
I need to Be able to trust you with all of my sercrets and disires, my fears and regrets.
I dont need you to judge me
Or make me feel bad for what i mistakes i have made.
I dotn need you to use my trust against me or spill them when i make you mad.
Just Because i tell you, doesnt give you the right to to use it as an excuse on why you did somethng bad.
And i dotn need a friends with benifeits.
I dont want to give out a piece of my heart to only recieve nothing in return.
But i cant do this alone.
Plese dont let me Drown in fear.
Im sick of fear.
Fear of a long life with no hapiness.
Fear of putting myself out there.
Of being replaced.
Of beling let down.
of being a let down.
Being dissapointed.
Of being a dissapointment.
I fear being left empty handed.
I dont want a friend for a day, or a month or a year.
I need a friend for a lifetime.
So what do you say.
Will you be my friend?
P.S This is my first poem i have put on line.
so please try not to trash it to much?
And thanks for the time you took to read it
The less i try, the more i cry.
Yet i cant stop, even though crying is for suckers.
The sorrow? The pain?
It surronds me, Engulfs me.
My heart, my mind, my wrists, arms, legs, my soul!
why cant u help me?
Why wont you help me?
Im not asking for the cure.
Im not for the answerers.
All i need is an ear.
All i need is a shoulder.
All i need is a hug.
A friend.
someone i can talk to.
i Kept my emotions hidden For so long.
But then.... i slowly released them to you.
And now?
I dont know if i can take them back.
Mabey you realized i dont talk Merrily and Gay
But what i say.. is real
Is anyone listening?
Does somebody hear me out?
I know tenagers today.
They get their relief from the worlds the horrors this world has to offer.
From drugs.
Sex.
From alchohol.
Violence.
From cuts.
Food.
From lovers.
I NEED relief.
I need 1 person.
I need someone.
A friend.
I need to Be able to trust you with all of my sercrets and disires, my fears and regrets.
I dont need you to judge me
Or make me feel bad for what i mistakes i have made.
I dotn need you to use my trust against me or spill them when i make you mad.
Just Because i tell you, doesnt give you the right to to use it as an excuse on why you did somethng bad.
And i dotn need a friends with benifeits.
I dont want to give out a piece of my heart to only recieve nothing in return.
But i cant do this alone.
Plese dont let me Drown in fear.
Im sick of fear.
Fear of a long life with no hapiness.
Fear of putting myself out there.
Of being replaced.
Of beling let down.
of being a let down.
Being dissapointed.
Of being a dissapointment.
I fear being left empty handed.
I dont want a friend for a day, or a month or a year.
I need a friend for a lifetime.
So what do you say.
Will you be my friend?
P.S This is my first poem i have put on line.
so please try not to trash it to much?
And thanks for the time you took to read it
