unforgettable moment
As Wide as the sky appears to me everyday . i wish god to disappear and never be found for infinity.
I have to tell you that my story won't have a happy ending Like a lot of the known ones.
So don't complain about it....... Just remember i told you so.
My name is Sofia Gonzalez. I am a little girl from Madrid & i live in a small town too. I'd say that my story won't have a lot of beautiful moments.
Well ... i guess nothing left just the memory of pain and the memory of hurt.... as i remember.
When I was 7 years old. i knew a definition of something most of us don't like to talk about it or share it.
i think in this particular moment i turned from a little girl to so much more than little and innocent.
I guess innocent what differ the grown up from the children. Children are Earth's angels. you can't resist smiling at them. you can't stop staring at them. you just can't ignore this purity and innocent.They have something deep down in their hearts make you exposed .All they have in their world how small it appears to you .... sometimes It's all you wish to have.
How perfect the world seems to me. Only when he laughed and smiled.You can't let this smile or this laugh fade away cause your world will collapse all around you.
Fair enough to say that how beautiful the morning light shines on his white hair makes me realize how hansom he was.
Like when you see the swan's feathers reflect on the lake water.
It'll give you the message of The wisdom as soon as you glimpse him. when all that come back to me .i realize how curious i was . just to do one thing around him . i was his own stalker. how silly that it appears to you , but to me that was my truly favorite thing of all.
Noah Arbino is the most beautiful name I've ever seen . I've known safety with his presence and seen caring in his hazel eyes.
But in a sudden moment you feel your heart has been stabbed and your eyes can't see again cause you don't know the truth from lie .... harm from safe.... light from dark.
don't ever believe that a child can't feel what is happening around him. My Noah that's what i used to call him. he was my life back then . He is a true man with every word could proved. how sophisticated he appeared every time he wore his tuxedo on Fridays to sit with his friends in the neighborhood.
I'd tell you all about that night that my heart broke into thousands shattered pieces. My Noah went to Barcelona to visit some of his relatives with My grand-mother " Maria Arbino".
After a Week, Grandma come without him........????
The whole family had question mark all over their faces. They suspected that something wrong, but she didn't say anything on the phone before she comes.
So she finally made her word as " Noah is fine. just caught cold and some fever,but nothing serious. Only the doctor said he needs rest and the distance between Barcelona to Madrid too much for him to handle and his wish was that i come so no one would worry."
But something was missing in her story.... how it's just cold and the distance would effect it???? It all appeared in her voice. i admit it grandma was the most wise rough women I've ever seen.
She like the sea in its waves you'd find stories and mysteries unsolved. then the days start to end at least for him.
All the light around start to twinkle and everyone's voices and minds are on the edge to know the truth about what really happening.
Don't get me wrong grandma would never lie,but this didn't claim to be good.
One night after, Everyone was sitting at the hall of his own house. I remember that day like yesterday with Evey detail. They looked like statues made of porcelain. I couldn't read their faces not close to understand.
Two men knocked the door and entered to the hall.
All the house by then was Wide-eyed....Open-mouthed. They were all waiting for something so they will be sure and at the same time to deny it.
The two men were tall and creepy. I've seen them before, but I didn't like them. By that time they were talking to grandma.
They ask her if the children would leave the hall. I was the only grand daughter at that time, but that day there were my cousin too , so grandma asked aunt Nancy to take us to her room. we enter the room staring at each other faces and our ears are about to stick on the door.
Unfortunately, we couldn't hear anything like it was going to change something or make it better.I was searing for hope inside....... like sort of fire set on my heart.
Then all his moments start flooding into my mind from the day i saw him to the day he said goodbye. I remember this moment well. he wasn't really normal...i saw him travel before , but this time he was saying it with tears in his eyes.
For the first time i saw him crying. Like this moment has been invaded by something.....i guess it was poison but not anyone, but definite one.
My name has been called and wiped all these moments away.My name ??? grandma screaming my name " Sofia....Sofia!!!!!!!!"
"come see Sofia.....Your Noah died.......Your grand fa died.........Sofia!!!!!!!!!?????????"
I was 7 years old....and yes i heard of "death" before but you never know what you've never through. All that moment i didn't know do i go to her ....or stay at the room.
everything spun around and around without stop without even a pause.
With all this spinning .you can't take your breath. I was even shocked to hear the word cause i never get it, but it sounds
like thunder to your ears... like lightning to your eyes, so that you can't see after it or hear...or feel. It sucks the life from you as a leech so slow but so deep. This very particular moment Little Sofia Gonzalez know that she won't see the only person that she would trade her life for him... just to see him smile again or laugh again.
Our Life is a journey would never be pure Heaven Nor absolute hell. so I dedicate this story to my beloved grand father. God bless you and save you . i wish you are happy and you are in heaven right now smiling and laughing like always you did .
. Also, I don't understand what's happening very well, maybe it's just me but you're very descriptive. Work on your order too, like the cousin staying at the grandma's house, you need to explain that the cousin was there before just throwing it out in there. Like I said, you're very descriptive and really good. Keep working! 
