chapter one
What do you do when all you ever loved, all you ever know tumbles down around you ?
Thats the point, I just didnt know. I was young and stupid. How would you feel if you had been told by everyone you hold dear that they just dont give a shit ?
By now I bet your wondering the stupid thing that I did, well here it is and I'll give it to you the easy way.
I was surrounded by depression, friends saying that they want their lives to end, family completely breaking apart. I'd try so hard to help each and every one, it was beginning to break even my down. Me, Sonny May Harding, the girl who single handedly created our schools own glee club, made the rule against bulling. The dat I realised that I also needed some caring for I took it to my group of friends. "Guys it's just not fair, your my friends and I love you all but sometimes I'd like to be asked how my life is or even for us to have a day when no-one is sad. It's only fair." I was basically told that I have no right to say that and that I was now no longer a friend to any of them. To me that was way to much of an over reaction, but maybe not to others.
My family preety much told me the same thing, so being the stupid emotional teenager that I was I turned to evil, I went to find Damien. Kids at school hated Damien, he was a horrible person with no morals or understanding or even cared that he pushed that girl or broke that boys leg.
Needless for me to say I was a little scared. He was leaning against the graffiti wall in the park. "Damien, could you help me?" He turned and lit a cigarette, "Why would I help you ?" I leaned against the wall as well, " I hear you have connections, with him." "Who ?" He said annoyingly. "You know, the devil." I whispered.
He laughed and offered me a drag, I thought what the hell and took the offer. "Why do you whant to see my dad ?" I frowned at him. "Okay sorry for asking, I thought seen as your such a dick you might actuslly know him." He laughed again. "No Sonny he's actually my dad. You angels are sure dumb!" I stood up objectively, "I'm no angel! Have you ever seen a ginger angel, or an angel that says dick. Listen are you going to help me or not?" He chuckled, "Yeah, now your not an angel. You know what, I think your the only kid here I think I've never not hated." "Your the only that I have hated." He dropped his cigarette to the floor. "Why do you want my Dad?" "I'm considering my options." He gestured me to follow him. Along the cloudy white paving we came across a grey storm, he bent down and opened the cloud. "It's this way." He jumped through the hole. "We're not ment to go down there without a holy reason !" I shouted, then I realized the whole point of this was that I didnt care about that any more, so I followed him down.
I was free flying with nature, the wind trying to push me back up, the cold rain assissting my fall. I crashed into the earth, creating a crator the size of a large meteor. For the first time I touched the earth, "This is where I belong Damien." He helped me up. "I said that once, but seriously, it's not great here. When we get into the city you'll see." I dusted myself down. "Why cant it be? I obviously dont belong up there." He took my arms with force. "Trust me, you are the most deserving angel I have ever met. You do belong up there. I don't know what you want with my Father but trust me, be careful what you ask for. Dont enslave yourself to him, you'll have to kill for him, and intern become a deamon yourself. Go back up now or be a fallen angel forever." I sat on the wet dirt. "Are you a fallen angel?" He sta with me. "Thats a stupid question, I'm the son of the devil! No, I don't really know what I am but I'm not angel." " Well we can be not angels together." He backed up a bit. "Why would you do that." I smiled. "Because I see the potential in you. I have nothing left up there. You only have to go up once a month. This way you have someone down here."
We turned to each other, slowly our lips touched with such intensity that I thought the earth might expload. His lips were warm, it was so beautiful to me that I closed my eyes. Suddenly the warmness disappeared. I opened my eyes. "Are you okay Damien ?" I opened my eyes.
