I looked at the alarm clock dissapointed that the dream was over, the time was 8:26!
"Shit!" I yelled and jumped out of my bed, I rushed frantically around my room looking for clothes. I quickly did my makeup, threw my bag on my back and ran out the door. I ran as fast as I could to school, I just made it as the bell rang.
I rushed to my class puffed out, the teacher rolled her eyes at me and nodded her head towards my desk. The class laughed at my lateness, I quickly found my seat next to Willow and she greeted me with a smile.
"Were have you been, I was waiting for you at the front gate?", she wispered quietly.
"Shut up your going to get us in trouble", I wispered back.
She rolled her eyes annoyed at me, I turned around and smiled at my boyfriend Brad, he winked back at me. I turned back around with a big smile on my face, Willow suddenly look depressed. I gave her a big hug and her face appeared with a smile. I don't what about me did that to her but I never bothered asking questions.
Class finished quickly, as did the rest of the day. I waited at the gate for Brad and Willow, I saw Willow and waved, she quickly smiled and made her way over. Then I saw Brad and I rushed over and kissed him, he kissed me back passionatly. Willow was grumpy again, I don't know why, but once again I didnt ask her.
We walked along the pathway the three of us, Brad and I hand in hand and Willow listening to her Ipod.
At the park we all seperated into our three different ways, I hugged Willow goodbye and kissed Brad.
I rushed home wanting to sleep again so I could see Emelia. I unlocked the door and went straight to my room, I threw my bag on the floor and jumped into bed. As soon as I was about to fall asleep I heard my mobile chime, it was Willow.
"Hey Willmzie"
"If your going to give me a nickname atleast just call me Will", she giggled in response.
"Willmzie's a awesome name, deal with it biatch", I laughed histerically.
She sighed and started speaking again,
"Can you come over to my house, I need to talk to you in person?", she said with a eager voice.
"Umm okay, I guess, I'll leave a message for mum and I'll be over in five okay?"
"Okay awesome", she sounded relieved.
I wrote mum a note and left.
I knocked on Willow's door, she answered it quickly. She told me to follow to her room, I did as she said.
Then she told me to sit, I also follwed that instruction as well.
"I have something to tell you, I don't know how you will react though, but bear with me okay?", she said kind of scared.
"Okay?", I replied confused.
"I think it would be better if I showed you" she whispered.
All of a sudden I was expecting her to have like a second body part of some sort, but then I saw her leaning over to my face, I didn't back away. I was interested to see what she was getting at.
Her lips lightly touched mine, I kind of enjoyed it. But I suddenly thought of Brad, but then she became more eager with her kissing then Brad dissapeared from my brain.
I put my hand on the side of her neck and ran my fingers through her hair, she grabbed my hips and pulled me forward.
A rush went through my body, I wanted her more and more as we kissed, but finally I told her to stop. It was too over whelming just to do this at once. I think she understood as she sat a distance away from me.
"Do you understand now?", she said relieved.
All the times when i've been with Brad, and Willow became depressed, I now understood. But I couldn't just dump Brad I loved him. I think she saw the worried look on my face, she told me to go home and think about things. I walked home a little stunned.
When I walked through my house door, I saw mum on the couch. She didn't look pleased.
"What the hell is this shit?", she was holding the letter I left her.
"Willow wanted me to come over for a bit, she wanted to talk", I saw images of her and I, flashing through my head.
"And you couldnt just talk to her on the phone, don't ever do this again Sophie-Rose. Go to your room"
I didn't mind that instruction, I really just wanted to go to my room, to dream again anyway.
I lay in my bed again, looking at the stars. I started to drift once again.
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*CHAPTER 3* The reason behind why I put chapter 2 in this novel peice as well as the first chapter is just in case... Maybe you might for get or something hehe
enjoy.I saw the amazing world once again, and Emelia was laying on the grass, a big smile flashed on her face. I ran over to her and hugged her, she hugged me back and we both laughed in enjoyment. We danced around again, I was happy to see this world again forgeting all the confusing things in the real world. We both fell over and laughed happily, she asked me how my day was. Instantly my mind was turned to Willow and Brad, I told her about Brad.
"Well I saw Brad again today, Brad's my boyfriend".
"Oh really, what's he like?", she asked interested.
"Well he has gorgeous chocolate brown curls, and deep blue eyes.", I started to feel really guilty about what I did, I really did love him.
"Nawww that's cute, I hope one day I'll find someone like that", she said in a dreamy distant voice.
I knew that she would never find someone like that, because she's only a dream. I started to feel sorry for her, a girl that pretty shouldn't have to be alone.
We lay on the grass for a very long time, staring at the purple clouds. Yes I know, purple clouds? Hey it's my dream!
Suddenly the world went black again, my mum was shaking me.
"Soph there's someone on the phone for you", she sounded annoyed.
I grabbed the phone,
"Hello?", I said in a tired voice.
"Sophie, something's happened to Willow", it was Willow's mum and she was crying.
I suddenly was scared.
"What!?, what happened!?" I said nearly tearing.
"She was home alone, and she started cooking dinner, and she slipped and cut her self, she lost alot of blood and now shes unconscious in the hospital", she tryed to sound clear.
"What!?, I'm sorry I can't leave" I was instantly I wish I could though.
"It's okay, the doctor said she should be awake tomorrow", she sounded of relieved.
"Okay good" I was relieved as well.
I couldn't sleep, the night went on. It felt like it was purposely going slow to make me feel worse for not being at the hospital. Bad images swelled through my mind, I didn't know what state Will could be in... I started to cry, I missed her. My best friend was hurt and I couldn't be there for her.
Finally it hit morning, I got up at six and rushed to put my clothes on. I told mum I was going to the hospital to see Will, she nodded. I quickly threw the door open and hopped out the door trying to put my shoes on. I rushed to unchain my bike from the gate and sped off down the pathway.
I was getting tired from riding, the hospital was a fair distance away, I would of asked mum but she had to go to work. A couple of blocks away and I would soon be at the hospital. I saw a shortcut through the park, I made a quick swerve off the path, across the road then onto the grass of the park.
People yelled at me, telling me to get off the grass, I ignored them. I was to eager to get to the hospital.
I saw the hospital and quickly peddled faster, I stopped at the entrance nearly falling off from braking at the speed I was going. I speed walked down the hall to the information desk.
"Hi, excuse me could you please tell me which room Willow Shaw is in?", I asked the lady with a polite voice, but with an eager tone in it.
"527 dear".
I rushed to find the room. I found the room and saw that she was awake.
"Oh my goodness Willow!, what were you thinking?!", I hugged her thankful she's okay.
"Hey to you too?"
"How the hell did you manage to do this too you self?" I said in a worried voice.
"No,... I did it on purpose"
"WHAT!?" I screamed at her, "WHY WOULD YOU DO SOMETHING THAT STUPID, I thought you cared about me?" I started to cry.
"You have Brad, why would you ever want me?" she started to tear up as well.
"I cant be around you if you do this!", I ran out the room.
"No wait!", I heard her cry out.
I ran straight of the hospital and went to the park. I wanted to fall asleep right now, maybe I could.
