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taylormcmullen92 wrote:
It’s not fair (say instead: it wasn't fair)thathow you told me all of these things and then ripped them from my fingertips like they meant nothing. You told me you loved me and I told you to only tell me that when you actually meant it. See, I was afraid that you didn’t mean it the way I wanted you to mean it. You said you did mean it that way, but then you confirmed my prediction that everything was bullshit and completely fake. Iamwas a stupid girl for putting my heart on the line once again, only to feel the fingers tighten around my beating artery and rip it out of my chest. This is the worst pain I have felt from knowing what love could have been. Or was… was it love? Or was my imagination running freely through a meadow thinking I have conquered the impossible? Real Love. I felt like I was on top of the world because I met the one person whoiswas just like me, whofeelsfelt the pain Ifeelfelt andknowsknew somethingiswas wrong just by looking into my eyes. You were my best friend and you shit on me like the rest of them. You said we would meet in the future and be together. You were evenhad the ballsdaring enough to tell me we would get married one day. The sad thing is that I wanted to believe it all. And in the end, I started toowrong form of the word 'to'. I’m hurt, lost, lonely, confused and disappointed. You amplify those feelings by the millionth, because I can never stop thinking about you. Most of all I’m disappointed in myself for thinking we could actually be something. I am a little girl who will never learn from her mistakes. People say it’s better to have loved and lost, then to not love at all… well I would rather not love at all thentofeel the pain of loved and lost…
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